It was a cute moment with them.
Never saw any money tho so I can’t be too bummed.
I lowkey hated their payment system too.

i pride myself on creating a huge platform with the foxhole.
i’m not a mommy or travel blogger but i am an opinionated voice.
if the content calls for it,
i want to talk freely and even show sexual content.

I like to think of myself as a show on HBO.
You may get a good sex scene or 17 depending on the episode (day).

i got restricted from google adsense today.
the reasoning behind it was…

i spent most of my days with them having to edit past entries.
it was all a fuckin’ problem.
i felt like i was in a relationship with a nagging uptight bitch.
one day,
i had 270 past entries to fix because of the content.
i can’t help that i like fonting about adult shit.
adults have sex and are into adult programming.
we are all adults here.
i don’t see what is the problem.
i’m sorry this isn’t the christian mingle channel.
it sorta bummed me out so i won’t even cap.
here i thought i found a place to make money to eat on my platform.
i got rejected by them like 2 times before so when i finally got accepted,
i figured it was my time.

The Marathon Continues.

I am gonna get a consistent check from this platform.
I am gonna tell the story about how i was rejected multiple times,
but i finally found “the one”.
I am refusing to let this ruin my day or the days ahead.

i’ve accepted that i’m not happy about it,
i don’t want to talk to anyone atm,
but i will take the steps to continue moving forward.
i will not try to create resistance pretending to be “happy” today.
i’m in a bad mood but i’m handling my emotions as they come.

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that’s all i can do.

lowkey: i can’t wait for the day i won’t have to beg for help.
the bag will just be handed to me without me having to suck dick.
my connects will be willing to help me because they see my work ethic.
one day Lord.
one day.