inside jamari fox

I had to wonder:
Have I been reliving the same scene over and over,
just swapping out the cast and locations?

i had a therapy session that felt like an earthquake,
shaking up everything i thought i knew.
it actually began with a good friend last week.
last friday,
i was on the phone with her for over 8 hours.
when the conversation flows,
i go with it.
anyway,
i confessed how i wanted to be colder, less warm.
i’ve always been a warm and kinda-ish bubbly person.
many people are drawn to my warmth but then some have turned cold,
leaving me in a whirlwind of confusion and craving their acceptance.

It felt like a scene from my childhood,
with my parentals as the original cast.

my friend asked me…

Let’s font about a statement like the above.

how many times has someone said/fonted this,
we get curious.
and it ends up being really mid?
i feel like when anyone makes a statement like this,
you gotta show TF up.
If not,
it’s giving a heavy:

after this drop that a Foxholer sent in…

i think the attentionisto who wrote that statement above might be a go….

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i’ve had my doubts about kamala harris in past entries.
she got on my nerves due to her past pandering.
they’ve all gotten my nerves because of that tbh.
i watched her speech yesterday in her first presidential rally…

I had to wonder:
Have you ever wondered what happens when the pursuit of acceptance turns into a debt trap?

i’m learning to be glad i wasn’t accepted when i desperately wanted to be.
God was really looking out for me.
it left me with the ability to be transparent about the good and the bad.
others i know,
sadly,
would probably die if their followers knew the truth about their lives.
they’ve created such a highlight reel that there’s no going back.
take brandon miller for example.

while his wife,
candice miller,
was vacationing in europe,
he deleted himself in the garage of their flaunted crib.
why?…

Have you updated your “in case of emergency” contacts in your phone?

if not,
i’m judging you heavy.
you know how it goes when election season rolls around.
suddenly,
out of nowhere,
black folks start dying and chaos begins to ensue.
the tragic death of sonya massey in illinois is just the beginning of the madness…

This doesn’t help the rumor that DL males use white vixens as a cover

back in the days before social media,
anyone who was about to be in the spotlight got a clean sweep.
a team of special agents would get all of their scandals under control.
some scandals even involving murders.
these days,
any regula degula could get their 15 minutes of fame.
that means no special agents to wash their dirty laundry.
the F-BI scored an alleged hole in one with this reality star.
“hole” being the operative word…

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