so i’ve been feeling a little blah.
this whole week i have been feeling heavy.
yesterday i could only post that one entry.
i went to bed shortly after.
i didn’t want to be bothered.
today i was in a worse funk.
everything/one was low key either making me hot or depressing the fuck outta me.
its not like i didn’t already know why…
its star fox’s death anniversary this weekend.
it will be 2 whole years since he’s been gone.
can you believe it?
not a day goes by that i don’t miss him terribly.
i spoke to his mother today.
she also was in a mood,
but she was happy i called.
i broke down on some real random shit as i spoke to her.
she started talking about him and it all hit me.
thank god no one saw me.
i don’t “do” crying in public.
i took a half day tomorrow.
i’m going to try and stay active.
updating and doing what i love.
lets hope next week is a better one.