“hey lets talk a little later.
i got a lot going on.
i’ll holla.”
thats what i told work wolf in a text earlier.
he replied…
“aight”
he texts me all the time.
i can’t even get into work without:
“good morning”
i’m not gonna be rude and be a complete asshole.
he didn’t do anything wrong to me.
he is getting emotionally attached to me tho.
i won’t lie that i don’t enjoy it a little.
i ask him to do something and he does it.
well he was texting the new vixen and myself today at the same time.
i could tell because it was taking him a while to respond.
it low key made my blood boil.
dare i say i was…
jealous?
i don’t do “second place”.
thats when i knew it was time to go.
i didn’t reply for like 30 minutes and hit him with that fade.
so his issue with the new vixen:
his inability to decide if he wants her
he says she isn’t his type,
but he wants to give it a try.
…um what?
even tho i told him go with the flow,
i can already tell this won’t work out between them.
he ain’t ready for her.
he gonna cheat on her like crazy.
extremely nice vixen tho.
it’s looking like work wolf confused as all hell.
he don’t know who or what he wants.
he is my favorite whitney song come to life:
lowkey: i don’t think i would ever date work wolf.
i decided that today.
i told him straight up he is a dirty wolf.
he likes the chase and what comes with,
but once he catches you and has his way,
he is done with you.
J I’ll just say this. this is exactly what you are to him pillow talk. You said he’s the type in it for the thrill of the chase.
It seems like you are his outlet his dairy to note everything how he feels
I don’t even think this guy cares about you has he actually asked anything about you or has it been about him mostly because mostly from what I have read he talks about his conquest or who he wants to fuck and note none of these topics point to you
your playing psychologist to a man child who has mine issues and no Idea who he is
Your getting played regardless or not of his intentions and I understand it’s hard to get over an emotionally available man especially a straight one (the only thing more coveted to the gays than the holy six pack) but again your playing yourself if you think you can get anything out of this
There’s is no civil way to end a emotional relationship with someone (well the ones That I have been through) with out pulling the trigger but outta who’s gonna take the emotional pain it’s gonna come down to either you or him now which one would you want it to be
Lol you can’t flinch with these pineapples!!
He’s seems like the type who understands actions better than words anyway
J I’ll just say this. this is exactly what you are to him pillow talk. You said he’s the type in it for the thrill of the chase.
It seems like you are his outlet his dairy to note everything how he feels
I don’t even think this guy cares about you has he actually asked anything about you or has it been about him mostly because mostly from what I have read he talks about his conquest or who he wants to fuck and note none of these topics point to you
your playing psychologist to a man child who has mine issues and no Idea who he is
Your getting played regardless or not of his intentions and I understand it’s hard to get over an emotionally available man especially a straight one (the only thing more coveted to the gays than the holy six pack) but again your playing yourself if you think you can get anything out of this
There’s is no civil way to end a emotional relationship with someone (well the ones That I have been through) with out pulling the trigger but outta who’s gonna take the emotional pain it’s gonna come down to either you or him now which one would you want it to be
And even if you told him about himself I don’t think it matters to types of people like that actions speak louder than words
Let him know your Alloted time is up please insert one smash for the next five minutes
This was painful to read. It’s like watching someone who struggles with sobriety make arguments for why one drink won’t hurt. #prayingforyou
I had a “Jamari moment” this week. This young man came to my desk that was so damn fine, he had me stammering. LOL
But I don’t play where I work…and there have been MANY opportunities to do so! Past experience has made me never want to tread that road again. Too many people in the business, when they should not be.
^LMAO @ “jamari moment”…
You like that, huh? I was thinking back to an entry you wrote where a guy appeared at your desk and the same thing kinda happened. LOL
I had been speaking with the young man for a few weeks via email and phone, but when he walked into the office Monday…I was speechless. LOL
Pineapple Slut him
^lol how do I do that??
Jamari and Work Wolf sitting in a tree K-I-S-S-I-N-G. LOL
You want that man so bad and I can tell lol. “I can’t even get in to work” Who you fooling bruh? LOL You don’t want their relationship to work. You ain’t slick lol.
^LMAO.
sadly I think he is trying to make that work.
sigh.
im realizing I need to move on,
but it’s easier said than done.
“Easier said than done.”
No lies were told there. You do want him J, I must agree. I’m praying for you… LMAO.
^i am scared,
and I don’t want to see myself getting hurt.
i just want to move on to a place where he is just there.
I hate how he makes me feel.
is that wrong?
Shit, I know exactly what you mean. The only way you will get over him is if you cut him off or y’all fall out. Don’t let it be the latter. You better control your feelings.
^im trying…
Man those are the worse ones who starts off exciting and thrilling in the beginning but then once they get used to you they start falling into coming off bored. It’ll be hard to ship him away to that island of forgotten wolves because you guys are buddies and he’s at work everyday.
^ I was almost scared to write this entry.
i didn’t shut my options down tho.
trust I am looking for a wolf that will give me what I want.
this one is just here.
I hate that I see him everyday.
it’s not easy to get rid of him like you said.