there is usually one reason why most gay or bi males are usually extremely closeted.
the parents.
growing up,
i was literally scared of being a “buller”.
that is the bajan term for “faggot”.
my parents would toss that word around about males that were gay.
whenever they would point out someone crazy or shunned in barbados,
he always had a “buller” background behind him.

“He wears dresses and walks around talking to himself in broad daylight.
He a buller!”

bad enough,
i was struggling with liking the same sex.
i hated myself for even being different than the other boys.
just fonting about it triggers me.
so there is a video going viral of a little boy dancing to megan thee stallion’s “savage”.
this is what i saw on my twitter timeline…
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…ed?
there is only one person i’d risk my social distancing for.
if this wolf i crush heavy on hit me and said he wanted to fuck me senseless,
i’d welcome him with open arms,
legs,
and mouth lickety-muthafuckin-split.
other than that,
i’m not even trying to deal with anyone new.
its no secret that folks are sneaking out to fuck during the rona.
well it seems the rona could be spread through sexual intercourse now.
yup.
this is what a foxholer sent me…

Continue reading “don’t swallow because his sperm might have the rona” →

i cracks myself up.
anyway,
wtf is going on with dababy?
every other month,
he is in some shit.
you’d think as a new rapping wolf,
his only job was to make hits and not allegedly hit other people.
“tmz” reported another alleged scandal involving dababy…

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when i use to go back and forth with mi,
i look back and realize how stupid it was.
she was a kid.
her brain wasn’t developed to understand where i was coming from.
it wasn’t until she hit rock bottom that she realized the error in her ways.
miss mamas decided to address the foxhole in a latest youtube video.
this is what he had to say…

Continue reading “the 15 year old made a youtube about the foxhole (everyone in the comments got called out)” →

ya know,
a couple years ago,
i said to myself:

“Jamari,
if some shit goes wrong tomorrow,
you have no money saved.
You are literally assed out.”

…and it took me down a rode of saving and understanding how credit works.
i’m still learning,
cause Lord knows i love to buy shit,
but i had to reel it back.
as black folks,
many of us were never taught how to save money for a rainy day.
we often get blinded by those who are flexing on social media,
but the rona has exposed how many were living paycheck to paycheck.

What businesses were basically paycheck to paycheck

gabrielle union took to “the jasmine brand” to talk about how the rona is effecting black hollywood.
it left me feeling two types of ways…
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i’m at this point where if folks want to go outside during a pandemic,
then we must let them.
i heard they were outside in droves in prospect park in bk yesterday.
many were day drinking in the park,
no masks on,
and no social distancing either.
jamari fox won’t be attending,
but thank you.
some white folks have made their signs and are standing outside with no masks on,
protesting their right to be outside.
we have been under quarantine for the last two months and looking like longer.
personally,
i’ve been my most busiest and have adjusted to this new way of life.
since states have opened up,
there has been a bump in new cases and deaths all across the country.
this is what i read via “business insider“…
Continue reading “if ya’ll want to go outside, then you must go outside” →