i feel like verzuz was better when it was more intimate.
two people,
in their selected spaces,
battling it out between two screens on our phones.
now we are #backoutside and they have an audience,
it’s kinda…
eh.
the luster has been lost in what made it great.
r&b singing wolves,
mario and omarion,
had their #verzuz battle last night.
i forgot all about it but this is what i saw in regards…

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it’s funny how we see things differently as we mature.
in my case,
i see things differently now that i’ve been in therapy.
i can see “oh you a fuckboi” these days.

I watched B-Boy Blues over the weekend.

i haven’t read the book by james earl hardy in years.
in my opinion,
i thought the movie was well cast and well-acted.
they pulled out the best of the best in terms of looks and talent.
thomas mackey,
who played raheem,
commanded all the attention on screen.
his chemistry with mitchell,
which was played by timothy richardson,
was off the charts.

i liked everything about the bts aspect of production.
let’s font about what i didn’t like.
is it me or…

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i’m not gonna lie to you foxhole…

I am absolutely fascinated with Joe Budden.

there i fonted it.
i really want to have a conversation with him.
i find him to be an enigma because i cannot figure him out.
he is a virgo male and no cap but they do be like that.
so i went down the rabbit hole on his past stuff.
i saw a clip about him being attracted to carmen carerra,
who happens to be a trans-vixen,
on couple’s therapy in 2015…

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as you know,
during all this jussie smollett/subway-gate mess,
i’ve been more concerned with “b-boy blues“.
that is one of my favorite “coming of age” books i read.
with all the mess happening with jussie,
it overshadowed the book’s movie adaptation.
since his recent down time,
he seems to have been working on a way for us to watch.
the foxhole alerted me on when to set my reminders app…

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it’s hard to describe what depression feels like.
what being in a dark place feels like for myself and many of us.
i’ve tried to put it into words and i just come up with “extreme sadness“.
for those on the outside,
their advice is:

“You’ll be fine after you take a walk or put a penis in your mouth.”

…because walking and sex are the cure for everything.
there are many power walkers and human sex toys that are still depressed.
depression is similar to having a monster in your brain.
it takes control of every negative emotion within your body.
the monster’s sole purpose is to turn your entire world upside down.
it knows we are too weak to fight it so…

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when we get mad and out someone,
we don’t realize it can fuck with their entire mentals.
some outing hyenas are delusional.
they think they are helping someone so they can live their truth.
in reality,
they are pulling someone out who isn’t brave or even ready.
i woke up early and saw the joe budden and isaiah rashad interview was up.
it was on patreon but i know joe uploads it to his youtube sooner or later.
i watched the whole thing and…

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