I don’t know if I ever told the Foxhole but I use to image consulting in the PR field.
It was with a bootleg company but it got my paws wet.

with these conversations about interest,
i wanted to pull some attentionistos up of the past,
present,
and future.
ones who are just there,
“interesting but…”,
and the interesting.
these are my personal thoughts but i’m welcome to change my views.
this may be controversial but we like a little chaos in the Foxhole…

I’m gonna stand on that.

out of all the vintage penis attentionistos,
steven beck is still the most interesting.
besides keeping up with his looks and bawdy,
he has lived many different lives….

i was sitting here this morning,
reflecting before i started my day over a dream i had about work wolf.
i had to answer a question during shadow work and i conjured him from the emotional dead.

It made me realize how much of a Pick-Me I use to be.

yes i was.
i was a pick-me with no boundaries who was desperately trying to get picked.
in order to find yourself,
you gotta risk embarrassment but i ain’t embarrassed.
i’ll write it in big font:

I use to be a Pick-Me!

a pick-me can look like whatever or whoever and come from any social background.
there are plenty of IG attentionistos,
some of the baddest you ever seen,
that are putting up with all kinds of shit just to be chose.
you see how many of them get caught up being thirsty for sex.
so when i see charlamagne talmbout miss lady in the “who tf did i marry” saga…

Maybe the jails are full?

isn’t there some kind of prison reform going on?
i’m not keeping up tbh.
either way,
a Foxholer sent me a drop that eric dodds is allegedly otw home.
he is one half of #eandjgang.
someone who seems to have bts knowledge on twitter posted this…

Sometimes,
I feel like I’m gonna wake up and I’m gonna be back at my mother’s crib.
She is gonna be alive because it’s gonna be 1999.
I won’t remember anything that transpired before this.
It’s all gonna be a fever dream but it’s God reset.

some black folks in the country confuse me tbh.
trump came out with the insurrection 6s and they’re targeted to black people:

trump spoke at the black conservative federation gala,
which is a contradiction all in it’s own,
and he says…

there are times i regret my rebellious phase with my mother.
Lord,
when i think back,
i was a mess.
i remember telling her i got someone pregnant because she got me vex.
me?
someone pregnant?

i don’t think i ever fully apologized for wildin’ out.
then again…

Every teenager wanted to move out with a bunch of other teenagers,
all who weren’t working,
because they had a gigantic speaker in the living room to throw parties.

…or that might have just been me.
mo’nique legit said if she knew he would be doing tiktoks about her in the future,
she would have….