i was talking to a wolf and he said this:

“i’m trying to pop off in my career and no one is taking me seriously.
people ignore me and i feel like maybe i should give up…”

i felt him.
its hard to want to be something and feel ignored.
i understood what he was talking about.
sometimes i feel that way with this site,
but i figured i’d be real with him
(and everyone else who is in the same boat)…
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yeah.
i said it.
“fuck 2014”.
well if we really want to be technical,
fuck 2012 and 2013 as well.
i’ve have had one trying year after another.
the bad definitely outweighed the good.
or did it?
i decided to look through my gratitude journal yesterday.
even though this year sucked ass,
and not in the way i hoped,
i did upgrade a few things…
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stress.
some of us suffer from it heavy,
but many of us don’t know how to handle it.
i can admit i don’t at times.
i read this article today on forbes on how successful people handle stress.
since the foxhole breeds the best,
i wanted to share the tips they recommended…
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i just had a long talk with star fox’s mom.
i really appreciate that she still catches up with me.
she is currently suffering with a bad leg.
i was telling her about my job and how stuck i felt.
how i got an email from the recruiter yesterday,
but when i asked if we could interview after i get off work,
she told me she leaves every day at 330pm.
i could take the day off to go in,
but realistically that this is a temp agency.
she would have to find me jobs that i would have to interview for.
i would still have to take a ton of days off until i find the perfect job.
i let her know how my department is being run by clowns.
how much they don’t like me,
but have to deal with me since i do a better job than them all.
how i want to really say “fuck these jobs mang” all together.
i want to be my own boss and have my own rules.
i was frustrated and needed to vent all this word vomit out of me.
suddenly i felt the needed to turn it all around and say the following…
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corporate america,
like the entertainment industry,
can be one of the mostt cut throat places to work.
people always go into it trying to make these life long friends.
they think because they chill outside of work,
probably telling all their business,
that they have some kind of bond.
well they soon realize that knife,
or a couple daggers and ninja stars,
isn’t really bonded to the other person’s hand.
see:
and this one:

although who really knows with that story.
the main reason why with these industries is competition.
how can you really be friends with someone who is in the same hustle as you?
sometimes people who don’t like you will cosign someone your competition.
they will find someone new,
who they think is better than you,
and use them to try and bring you down.
i work in both industries so i got trained pretty quick on how to handle idiots.
i learned who i need to clap back at,
and who i just need to wait because they will ultimately bury themselves.
this new wolf seems like he will be the latter…
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there was a vixen i use to know.
how we became cool was actually a funny story.
so we met at a retail job i worked at couple years ago…
Continue reading “He Said, She Said, They Said, We All Said.” →