i don’t think i could ever lose my kindness.
i don’t want to.
i am strong,
but i’m very sensitive to others.
so i was sitting at my desk waiting for some files from another department.
it was taking a while to arrive…
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foxhole…
i need a favor.
i need you to send your prayers and light to a foxhole vet.
his name is malcolm and you usually see him in the comments.
he has been such a huge supporter for me throughout the years.
well he lost his grandmother last thursday.
he is going through a lot and it takes nothing to pray for peace in his forest.

Can you do this for me?

malcolm,
you are in my continued prayers!
may you find peace within this and know she is in much better place.
i’m sure she lived a great life and would want you to do the same.
she will be watching and guiding you.
if you listen,
you will hear her.

much love,
jamari.

have you ever just wanted to disappear?
like,
for a good week,
just not be available to any and everyone?
your phone goes on silent,
emails on “vacation mode”,
and you just do you for a good week?
alone?
well…
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i have always been an open book when it came to my emotions.
i know it’s not the “manly” thing to do,
but i’d rather others know what’s bothering me than bottling it up.
with that being said,
i often asked myself:

Are males supposed to be emotional?

it’s like we’re supposed to lie in order to be considered a “man”.
the almighty male!
the one who bangs a lot of holes and wears designer clothes!
hear us roar!
rarrrrrrrrrr!
well that won’t be me.
judging from how the foxhole has been my “emotional journey” since ’09,
i guess many relate in some way or another.
thank you to those who continue not to judge me since then.
i saw a quote from viola davis the other day that represents me.
as you know,
viola is one of my favorite actresses.
this is a quick quote on what she told essence via the root…
Continue reading “It’s Sexy To Be A Hole Banging, Emotionally Pit less, Money Loving Volcano” →

a foxholer sent me a very inspiring video tonight.
it was from a wolf,
in the gym,
spitting facts about mental health and negative thinking.
well i think that’s what he was saying.
the only issue i’m having with this video…
Continue reading “The Orange Gym Pants That’s Preaching That Good Word” →

i have a quick something to font before bed.
it’s something i mentioned in the last entry,
as well as on twitter just now.
i said…
Continue reading “Until God Says It’s The Right Time…” →