i wrote an entry the other day that had some folks have a hissy fit.
don’t i always?
it was the one about ( x gay web series being porn with a plot ).
where was the lie?
i gave my honest opinion,and it had a lot of  agreement.
i saw/was told it had those who act in those productions in their feelings.

i couldn’t care less

after that,
i was titled “infamous” by another blogger who wrote about the incident.
that word tho…
“infamous”.
it gave me life,
but i realized that has been who i’ve always been…

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that use to be me.
not as bad now,
but i have my moments.
i was doing some thinking today foxhole.
i’m always thinking,
but i came to the conclusion…
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ya know,
i get really amazing emails from the foxhole.
i always get a lot of emails about the “work wolf saga”.
i can’t lie,
but the foxhole helped me get through that.
it was one of the toughest trials in my life.
i have been thinking about work wolf,
my past situations,
and all the lessons i learned from them and in-between.
i wanted to share a few with the foxhole…

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imagine you’re working in your career.
you could be doing it now.
you.
are.
the.
shit.
king kong don’t have nothing on you.
you been doing it like 10-15 years now.
even better since you’re black.
you know they don’t like “us” to shine out here.
suddenly,
they are trying to replace you with someone else.
it starts slow,
but then it gets more blatant.
the slander starts that you ain’t good at what you do at all.

“anyone could do what they do.
that’s nothing.”

folks you thought was down with you are picking a new team.
“the new you”.
  don’t act like you wouldn’t feel some kind of way…

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wanting to be seen as nice is actually being emotionally manipulative.

i am now starting to realize that.
took me long enough.
sure,
it’s great to be genuine out in these forests.
blessings upon blessings,
but that should always come from the heart.
this is why i don’t like the word “nice”.
it’s used in a manipulative context.
one that i use to do and didn’t realize.
so i was talking to my home vixen yesterday…

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i woke up on the wrong side of the cave today.
i felt like i didn’t get any sleep,
i’m battling a head cold,
the flu is trying to make me it’s bitch,
and i didn’t feel like going to work.
i did find joy in putting up this wolf for ig foxhole consumption:

um,
yum,
but even ^that was short lived.
so i could’ve spent the day moody,
but i wanted to try and snap out of it.
a first for me.
something inside told me to start watching videos of…
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