patterns.
when someone has a particular way of doing things consistently,
that can be a sign of who the person is.
we often ignore patterns because we hope things to be different.
we saw glimpses of those patterns as we got to know them,
but we chose to ignore it.

“When a person shows you who they are,
believe them.” – The great and late,
Maya Angelou.

one of my favorite quotes.
we like to think we are these special snowflakes when it comes to others,
that we’ll treated differently than those from their past,
but i’m here to font you…

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everyone i know wants to be in the entertainment industry.
before in school,
i knew many who wanted to be the next jordan or kobe (rip).
nowadays,
everyone i know does something in the industry.

Acting
Modeling
Singing
Rapping
Photography
Podcasts

i live in new yawk so it’s natural.
social media has created a world where you can be a star in about 5 minutes.
any loser in real life can flex big shit on an ig profile.
it’s all well and good when you’re online,
but…

Do folks know what it’s really like in the entertainment industry?

i was watching a video that had jaguar wright in it.
she caught up with storm monroe and allegedly exposed mad people for about 3 hours…

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often times,
we hear about the term “daddy issues” being applied to vixens.
you’ll hear that a vixen sleeps because she is seeking validation due to her absent father.
often times,
she is drawn to emotionally unavailable males that are prone to abandoning her.
males usually have the stigma of having “mommy issues“,
but i’m starting to realize that males can suffer from both…

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this week,
i hit a wall emotionally.
it started last week and carried on to this week.

Is my wolf of interest still interested?
Friends suddenly acting shady
Chadwicks’ sudden death
Black lives not mattering to police
The RNC not giving hope
Feeling alone

i’ve been trying to find answers to things and it has left me baffled.
i’m a natural investigator so i want to know shit.
i need answers or closure.
i have been feeling sad and down in the dumps tbh.
the crazy part?…

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the pedestal.
it can either sit high above everything or it’s reserved for special things.
i’m realizing i have an issue with the things i put on pedestals…

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whew.
to think,
i woke up on this sunday and was looking at sermons.
codys got up and was filled with venom.
we’re clearly in two different worlds.
foxholers always ask me:

Why don’t I ever block people like this from coming to the foxhole?

why?
they have a right to their opinion on me.
i’ll send them to the cage of atonement when they start making no sense.
so lets have a teachable moment on this sunday foxhole!
i believe in turning lemons to lemonade.

lets break down codys comment…

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