here we go…
a celebrity takes their own life and everyone remembers they are human.

“We gotta check in on our strong friends.”
“Please check in on people.”

…and other phrases that show me how self-absorbed we can be.
 stephen “twitch” boss decided to stop living yesterday.
we are left with a ton of questions…

Nothing screams “you don’t know shit” like the suicide of a really “happy looking” person.

RIP Twitch pic.twitter.com/LNIEu81dJu

— Egypt Thompson (@Egyptthompson) December 14, 2022

but suddenly…

We understand that people,
including our friends,
could be struggling too.

…which will only last a week.
we will repost their greatness and accomplishments AFTER they died.
this is what i’ve come to realized…

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when we live our lives in secret,
and we are outed,
i feel like it’s the Universe putting us to the test.

Do we take our own lives?
Do we pretend it never happened?
Do we deny, deny, deny?

our answers depend on our personal strength levels.
we know life is going to change,
whether we like it or not.
pastor dwayne dawkins,
who was ( x famously outed on someone’s ig ),
has emerged from the shadows.
he went on larry reid live to discuss the aftermath of the outing…

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i had a nasty headache yesterday,
plus been waking up to some weird ass anxiety,
i took a sick day,
but i woke up today to ^this foxmail.
this lurker is very angry over my entry in regards to ( x atl tayh ).

let’s make ^that into a message,
shall we?…

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i came to a conclusion while listening to “i believe in you and me” by whitney.
the whole song is like the affirmations for a long-lost love.

she “believed” that they will return.
it was that word:

“Believe”

that word gave me my “a-ha moment“…

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black folks need a warning yet again.
this goes for every community tbh.
some of the gays can be EXTRA jealous and catty so this applies.
as you know,
many black folks come from the hoods of struggle.
we imagined the “good life” and strived to be there.
that seat at the table.
unfortunately,
many of us like to advertise our new worth on social media.

Gold chains
Designer clothes
Nice cars
Hanging with the haves

these things can raise our social stock within the communities.
the invites,
the follows,
the sex,
and the “in”.

a majority of us are a shallow and materialistic bunch tbh.
i’ve seen a lot of jealousy and envy in my own life to understand…

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i believe there are3 types of folks in the forests.

White
Black
Grey

white being they are relatively good people.
they follow the rules and others have good things to say about them.
fighting and drama is just not on their “to-do” list.
they legit mind their business and don’t bother anyone.
i feel like those types are few and far between.

black are the jackals and hyenas.
these people lie,
cheat,
steal,
and kill proudly like it’s second nature to them.
their trauma wasn’t healed and their behavior was left unchecked.
they thrive on burning bridges and destroying everyone in their paths.
it’s easier to be black because it takes no effort to do wrong.

the rest of us reside in the grey area…

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