there are some males,
whether straight or gay,
who don’t mind being pounded/pounding for career advancement.
in fact,
they’ll initiate it.
they will take/give every inch while being disconnected from the act.

Some straight males are ruthless and don’t care.
As long as money and a better life is involved,
they will go “gay for pay” with the quickness.

other males,
and this includes vixens as well,
go into things naive and end up getting hurt.
bad.
let’s turn some brains on real quick.
my mother warned me to never drink from a cup that i put down.
i didn’t understand as a kid but as an adult:

I get it.

she also warned me to never drink anything if i didn’t see it prepared.
spiked likka is always the weapon of choice.
see here is the font i want you to understand…

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hi.
i was looking at my phone when i walked in the store,
but when our eyes locked,
i think you saw me mouth the word:

“Damn.”

when i did a full bawdy scan:

Handsome AF
Nice biceps
The black wife beater showed all the meats that was on the menu

like my vixen in “sinners“:

“I wanted you to come steal this pussy.”

it’s just jokes for the “pussy vs bussy” fun killers in the back.
anyhoo,
i was made sure to adjust my body language so you could come steal this.
you gave the impression you were interested but i alas…

this morning after a wonderful weekend,
i come back to reality and under the brad pitt entry:

“You are a 43 year old man. Grow the fuck up and settle down already. Give the young black gays something to aspire to. Ain’t you tired Jimmy? Go watch some CraigTheWriter videos on YouTube and get your shit together. Old ass queens make me fucking sick.”

ouch!
i JUST wrote about mikayla raines taking her own life over online bullying.
what a way to be an example a week later.
it was from screen name “YN“.
this didn’t feel like it was coming from a young n!gga tho.
the wording felt like an old gay pineapple projecting his venom on me.
so let’s break this down…

i was entertaining a certain wolf of interest these last few months.
keyword: WAS in all caps,
bolded,
underlined,
and possibly lit on fire.

he had me tight a few days ago and still hasn’t heard from me.
i haven’t called to “talk about it”,
no texts to check in,
or not even a “hope you’re well” after the extended silence.

When I’m done,
I’m fuckin done.

yesterday,
i shared my thoughts on that jackal who went off on lala anthony over a parking spot.
he took the petty express lane and decided to drag her name,
her current manz,
and even a few of her old industry bones into the mix.
it was messy but more importantly,
it made me realize something about myself…

I reallllllllllllllly want to go to this Brandy and Monica concert.
My millennial heart is bursting with FOMO.
My current budget isn’t allowing me to be great.

EXCLUSIVE: @4everBrandy and Monica are reuniting for “The Boy is Mine Tour” 27 years after their hit song of the same name spent 13 weeks atop the Billboard Hot 100.

The superstars share why going on tour together is “a dream come true” and hint at what fans can expect: “Just a… pic.twitter.com/0uH7cHMQu2

— CBS Mornings (@CBSMornings) June 24, 2025

as a millennial,
i was there when kelly rowland launched her solo career.
“dilemma” with nelly is one of my fav songs and i was excited for her album to drop.

Who told her to release “STOLE” as her first single?

that entire debut album rollout was tragic.
i’m still annoyed “haven’t told you” wasn’t even a promo single.
her second album,
“ms kelly“,
was a much better single wise but of course…

bey to help push it.
atm,
many of us were shaking our heads at her movement during that time.
it didn’t help they were always asking her about be during her album drops.
she always had good songs on her albums but it was like they were sabotaging her.
so when i saw she is opening for brandy and monica on their tour,
i saw people upset that she is their opening act…

i used to think having a platform was just about sharing your voice,
building a little digital tribe,
and maybe posting a few thirst traps to ride some dick.
here’s what no one really tells or fonts you:
once you start getting noticed,
you also become something else.

A moving target.

people love the fairy tale parts of being a public figure.
the engagement,
the admiration,
and the “omg i love your content!” comments.
there’s a shadow side that doesn’t get posted on the highlight reel.
let’s font what i’ve learned about it…

because whew...