i won’t even hold you but last week drained me dry.
i was at an empty and the only way i could get a refill was to step away.
has anyone noticed the forests have been non-stop confusion lately?
since __________,
we haven’t had a break or a moment of peace.
if it ain’t been this; it been that.
so last week,
you all know we witnessed a(nother) murder for the forests to see.
i was pretty indifferent to it but what really drained me…

imagine getting on the bus,
looking at tiktok or whatever,
and getting stabbed TF up while minding your business.
it’s wild that you gotta have your head on a swivel out here.
not only that:

no one will step in to save your ass,
but they will upload your death for the forests to see.

nowadays,
when “crazy people” get on the train or in my bubble:

i “be” having all eyes open

…because you just don’t know.
remember when that hyena burned that black lady alive on the MTA?
i’m still annoyed i watched that video thinking it was a prank video.

what happened to this iranian refugee,
iryna zarutska,
was horrific in north carolina.
she left a country that would kill her,
only to be killed in this country.
the issue isn’t “a mentally deranged hyena” murdered her…

there is no denying that many of the new artists today are missing something.
is it charisma?
talent?
superstardom?
many of these folks just don’t have “it“.
so when they perform at award shows,
we are often left yawning.
the VMAs are a shell of it’s former self now.
why?
there are no:

we don’t have any real superstars anymore besides the current millennial acts.
i saw this performance from “the new britney“,
aka tate mccrae,
at the VMAS and i was like…

i like those who can admit they do dumb shit from time to time.
those types make you want to live your truth tbh.
there is someone who is UN-apolgetcally themselves in a healthy way that i love.
personally,
i’m over people on bey’s internet who are pushing perfection.
they do and font “the right things” that give us hope,
but behind the scenes…

so i see everyone having a meltdown because mariah appeared on kai’s stream.
welp,
i’m here to font:

this is our faults.

like with our current president,
don’t act shocked now.
the only time i’ve watched a kai stream…

i know a wolf IRL who deemed “the fine one” by society.
he looks like ^this wolf here.
the “every fine light skinned black male with a beard” starter pack.

the vixen he is with is so paranoid about him cheating,
she has his password to his IG account.
you don’t even know if it’s him replying or if its her.
i do know you it’s obvious when she posts under his account and when he does.
when she posts on his wall,
since she dressed him and took all the photos,
his posts get a lot of likes.
when he does it because it’s often low effort,
it doesn’t get as much engagement.

she legit works as his assistant,
photographer,
stylist,
personal chef,
other half of his brain,
and finance advisor.
the wild part is when they take pictures together,
he either looked bored or they look like platonic friends.
she isn’t a show stopper in the least but when i think of her shenanigans,
i’m often left to wonder:

does that helicopter relationship-ping remove what made them attracted to you in the first place?

i saw a reddit thread today about a gay couple,
where 1/2 is “the fine one”,
but the other half is feeling insecure at all the attention the other gets.
i use to struggle with this but i had to realize…