i’ll never forget something cousin hybrid said to me last year.

“jamari,
there are males out here who work out,
look good,
and what you are looking for; they own companies,
CEOS,
successful and are not on IG acting like prissy bitches in high school.”

it is making more sense to me we close out 2025.
outside of looks or “masculinity”,
there was something else i was looking for that i couldn’t explain.
i have encountered it once or twice and it made me feel hot.
all the vixens were fonting about a recent “actors on actors” discussion.
it was with jonathan bailey (fiyero from wicked) and david corenswet (superman) and i’ll be 110%…

i use to know someone who looked like young diddy.
2003 diddy.
“i need a girl” diddy.
trying to control everyone like diddy.
that was his “claim to fame“.
its interesting how even a knock off treated people badly too.
i know after all this shit,
he wants to rip his entire face off but knowing him:

he probably on the side of diddy too.

well,
like myself,
50 is a july cancer.
you know we are loyal and loving until we treated unfairly.
my “diddy lookalike” tried me and i was the only person to leave his ass.
even with the money and clout,
i wasn’t gonna deal with that shit.
while diddy is currently sitting in prison…

sidebar: can we talk about how they put him in a prison called “fort dix”.
like,
nasty work.

…50 is gonna load out a documentary about him on december 2nd.
Foxhole…

was megan thee stallion fake or something bts?
like,
the type to smile in your face and talk mad shit about you behind your back?
i don’t understand why so many people come for her.

it’s usually males who don’t seem to like her.
them and nicki stans,
but i digress.

it’s so weird.
i won’t front but at one point,
i found joe budden really attractive.
his voice box is and will always be his major selling point.
it’s not lost on me the many vixens who claimed he allegedly abused them,
along with how he did his “friends” during that podcast scandal.
( x take a trip to foxhole’s past )
so for him to say this about megan…

every week,
i faithfully tuned into “the morning show” for aaron pierre.
now i loved the show already because i love jennifer aniston,
karen pittman,
nicole beharie,
and resse witherspoon,
but i love the whole concept/story line of the show since the 1st season.
aaron pierre being on it added a level of “must see tv” for me.
he wasn’t even in it long but i was always stuck on stupid for his scenes:

like,
what is even this?
as i watched and lost my mind every time he came on the screen,
because a majority of the time he was TV naked,
i was left with a thought…

when i asked cousin hybrid his thoughts on the recent nicki,
he said:

“she was never quite high above it to me.
she’s been telling ya’ll she’s crazy with roman lol”

it sat on my noggin for about bit.
i mean,
i get the roman alt and loved it but when did we all get so brain dead that we can’t see…

i love brandy and monica with a passion buuuuuuuuuuuutttttt….