#NYStandTheFuckUP

…well I didn’t go for a HIV test.
It kinda just sorta happened.

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How many have my Foxes and Wolves have been tested… ever?

If you haven’t… EVER… then prepare for me to slap you as this story is NOT for you.
Me, on the other hand, ended up getting tested today.

And BOY OH BOY…

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I am actually pissed today. 

So fuckin mad that I could break something.
Well, break a couple things.

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INSECURITIES.

A word that can be like a big ass pimple before a photo shoot.
Don’t they just pop up at the wrong fuckin’ times?
Like, life can be going smooth and then some shit happens and you aren’t as sure of yourself as you should be.
You sit dwelling about what you should have done differently.
Replay the scene in your head and pause to analyze.

It sucks, but what do you think of this statement down below…

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I hate when people brush their insecurities and restrictions off on me.
I hate when people tell me I cannot do something or something is impossible.

“A baller? You can’t get a baller?”
“A house? You can’t afford a house.”
“That career? Yeah right.”

I had an assholes tell me I’m chasing a dream.
A fantasy.
Something that doesn’t exist.

Do they know who the FUCK they are talking too?

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I was cleaning out my closet past weekend…

(insert joke here)

… and I found a bunch of clothes I decided to give to the shelter.
Sidebar: There about to be some fly and flashy homeless people walking through the Concrete Forest.

Anyway, I found this letter I wrote to myself.
I went to this seminar with my friend and they told us to write a love letter… but to yourself.
I was a little skeptical, but I like to try anything once.
Oprah has quoted that she also did these little things that helped her achieve inner peace and happiness.
After we wrote it, we were to hide it and forget about it.

I know, crazy corny.
Well fuck you too.

Anyway, after I read it, I felt so good.
I wrote it in ’08 and I would like to share it with my Wolves and Foxes out there.

Ready?

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