i got a large outpouring of questions from the last entry.

“how can you tell someone is lying about their career?”

that was the main question in every email.
now i’m not saying i’m an expert,
but being in this game,
i now have the gift of seeing when a nigga is bullshittin’.
so below i put together some tips.

this is not meant to insult anyone.
it is meant to bring awareness to BULLSHIT….

Continue reading “How To Spot A Non Factor So You Can Run In The Other Direction” →

i went out last night…

BIG SIGH.

ima get right into it.
is every black man in NY a:

singer.
songwriter.
producer.
rapper.
model.
personal trainer.
athlete.
stylist.

?

i don’t think i have met a doctor, lawyer, or engineer in the last couple years.
i don’t even think i have met someone who wants to be behind the scenes either.
ialways meet wannabe stars and hood stars.
many of them who happen to be gay and trying to front.
or, many of them willing to be gay so they can be in front.
now granted i do work in the industry,
but it kills me the abundance of blown up heads because you have a EP.
the fact you dressed your friend automatically made you a stylist.
the fact you always winning in Rucker Park makes you a baller wolf.
or, the fact you take good pictures makes you a model.
some have talent.
some don’t.
who will make it?

i started to wonder…

Why is everyone trying to be a “star“?

Continue reading “I Made It Pretty Far Fucking and Swallowing The Right People” →

i had half a sausage this morning and i’m still hungry…

have you eaten yet?
i mean, are you full?
i had to ask because i am starving.
i haven’t had anything fulfilling to eat in a while now.
maybe because i’m comfortable?
i don’t know…
i have noticed some of us are very hungry.
but, what are we doing?
are we waiting for some magical meal to pop out the sky?

i started to wonder…

Are you really where you need to be?

Continue reading “I Wanted It So Bad That I Just Put It All In My Mouth” →

the following story below really made me sad.
it popped up in my email from my blog following list:

CONFESSIONS OF A DOWN-LOW BROTHER: THE SEQUEL.

i read it in the barber shop yesterday and was completely blown away.
i had to post it for my foxes to read.
so read this now..

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i got an email tonight that rocked my entire world.

before i get into the email,
i want people to understand that i knew no knowledge of this beforehand.
this really just came out of nowhere.

let’s get into it…

Continue reading “Sometimes The “Asshole” Needs To Go In The Closet Until Necessary” →

wake up.
stretch.
look at the ceiling.
grab phone.
sign onto jack’d.
look through messages.
none worth replying.
go get breakfast.
eat.
look through ads.
find one.
talk.
clean up crib.
clean up insides.
invite over.
suck.
fuck.
suck.
fuck.
he leaves.
hop on jack’d.
go through profiles.
sign on bgc and a4a.
look through more profiles.
do it some more.
and some more.
go to bed.

is this the life of you?
is your whole world dominated by looking for a wolf/hybrid/or fox?
have you lost control of your priorities?
what do you want to do with your life anyway?
or, are you satisfied being an online socialite?
i started to wonder…

Where is your focus right now?

Continue reading “My Focus Is To Suck and Get F*cked As Many Times Before I Grow Old and Die.” →