foxhole,
and forest lurkers who stay in the shadows,
ima be completely 110% with you.
you know i’m good for it so take this how you will… Continue reading “Bad Times Construct Better Plans” →

they do something.
you get hurt.
you get mad.
you tell them about it.
they say they’re sorry.
they act like they understand.
they do the same shit over again.
you black tf out.
they argue back.
they say they’re sorry again.
they act like they’ve changed for the second.
they do the same shit again.

you know this scenario because i do.
you could have even been respectful af about it.
it’s the same end result each and every ti,e.
listen,
i’ve been there and i’m here to font you…

Continue reading “I GIVE CHANCE AFTER CHANCE AFTER CHANCE AFTER CHANCE…” →

thank God for the folks in my life.
the true ones.
i can say i came up in the friends department.
they say you can only get about 2 good friends,
but between the folks I personally know,
and the ones from the foxhole,
I can honest say I am pretty blessed.
lately…

Continue reading “Two Friends; One Account” →

i randomly thought about nicki minaj brother,
jelani maraj,
when i woke up.
darren sharper too.
no,
i am not desperate or going crazy.
i was thinking about how stress will legit transform your bawdy.
those two have everything to be stressed about…

and it did the same to me…

Continue reading “The Stress Is Ruining You” →

you want to know if someone(s) gives a fuck about you?
the ones you might be calling a “friend”.
the ones who you think want to be “more than friends”.
i know for some of you,
your social media lives mean everything to you.
well,
this is a tried and true test to see where you stand.
ready for it?…

Continue reading “I Thought You Fucked With Me” →

i use to want “something” so bad.
i don’t know how to define that “something” for the foxhole.

love?
loyalty?
friendship?
trust?
family?

it was all of those things actually.
whatever it was,
i wanted to be filled with it.
i was putting everyone before me.
it was very unhealthy.
well my heart was finally broken in 2016.
ironically,
i am grateful it finally did.
things have changed.
i said to myself today…

Continue reading “When The Heart Doesn’t Want What Use To Want” →