peeks in
turns lights on

these last two weeks,
or maybe it was just a week,
have been wild within the foxhole.
my hosting company promised me a whole new situation and…

not only that,
i figured i’d try to fix it myself and messed something up.
sorry for those random emails of whatever language that was.
i was feeling crazy defeated.
if you are subbed to my patreon,
and all my social media,
you know when i saw the foxhole in html only…

i knew that was when i had to take a step back.
if things went according to plan,
this would have been in my “i have arrived” entry…

Continue reading “its been a voyage back to the foxhole” →

2022.
it was quite a year.
i don’t know about you but…

Continue reading “peace tf out 2022” →

foxhole,
i haven’t been feeling good.
i came down with something.
i have no energy to do anything but sleep.
i hope to be back asap cause there are some things to discuss.
light posting as i recover.

love ya.
jf

ps – send stories on anything juicy.
sharing is caring.

i was having a discussion with my therapist last week,
super depressed,
and telling her how i’m running out of money.
i don’t even have much food in my fridge.
i’ve been trying to save the little bit of money that i have for rent.
from friends,
foxholers,
and my therapist…

“Why don’t you open up a Patreon for your work?”

i didn’t know what that would look like for me tbh.
every time i tried to get sponsors and ads,
i would get rejected because of the kind of content we talk about here.
it really made me feel like i hit a wall.
another question i had was…

Continue reading “so i shut down a part of the foxhole and movin’ it somewhere else” →

today has been sort of a wild day.
holy guacamole.
i have been here,
there,
and everywhere.

My first interview dropped with The Non-Corporate Girls.

 

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it was run by delaila and yanni,
who i have nicknamed “pose” within the podcast.
check it out below for my guest appearance on episode 105 for their 5th season…

Continue reading “my virginity has been taken by the non-corporate girls podcast!” →

Hey,
How ya doing?
Yeah,
I (haven’t) been doing mighty fine…

we all hit rough patches in our lives.
everything won’t be aligned and curated perfectly for instagram.
add on mercury retrograde and it feels like you are walking through cement.
from the shadow period until touch down,
it has been non-stop “wtf” in my life.
shit was poppin’ off irl and in the forests.
when i came on to update yesterday,
i got an error message and shit went bananas bts.
after a 2 hour call with my hosting company,
i had to legit pack up and move the entire forest.
we too big ya’ll.

It’s too big (big)
It’s too wide (wide)
It’s too strong (strong)
It won’t fit (fit)
It’s too much (much)
It’s too tough (tough)

with that being fonted…

Continue reading “unpacked the last of the moving boxes…” →