Category: A LIL TASTE OF JAMARI
when i woke up today, i didn’t think i’d be an extra in dune
i woke up today with the idea of being productive but instead,
i’ve been filled with anxiety.
the day when i should have drank tea instead of coffee.
we are living in a real-life dune atm.
i’m legit waiting for the monsters to show up tbh.
canada had some destructive wildfires and all the smoke came to us.
how can you not feel anxiety about seeing this…
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they didn’t realize what they had until they became part of your past
they always say what happened in the past should stay there.
i believe something different.
now,
unless you came from abuse and trauma,
you want to deadlock that door and move away completely.
What about situations where you fell out with someone and they come back?
i have a lot of people who realize how great i was once we fall out.
many people,
if they can find me,
end up hitting me up to rekindle what we had.
i just had someone who came back like 3 weeks ago.
i still haven’t called them to catch up.
i’m pretty knowledgeable on this subject so these are my thoughts…
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some of ya’ll are bringing straights into our spaces and it’s making others uncomfortable?
as a young fox,
when i first started to dip my paws in this life,
i didn’t have many gay friends.
the ones i did encounter moved funny so i cut them off.
i had many friends that are vixens who cheerleaded for my exploration.
i didn’t feel comfortable doing it alone so i asked them to tag along.
I did a lot of my exploring in this life with Vixens.
One was straight and the others were lesbians of all kinds.
with the lesbians,
i learned they attracted foxes or straight wolves who want to fuck them.
the types of wolves that i wanted weren’t in their circles.
the straight one,
who wanted to be a gay male herself,
was cockblocking unintentionally (or maybe it was intentional?).
about her scaring off my first foxy love:
a foxholer sent me the following about straight vixens in the gay club…
i had resentment toward tevin campbell as a kid
when i was a kid,
i did not like tevin campbell.
it wasn’t because of his talent because he can sang.
i would hear his music on the radio,
and even tho i liked what i heard,
i would feel resentment towards him because of one reason…
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are pretty muscles only good for fashion nova photo shoots?
a friend of mine was messing with a construction worker and i learned how strong they are.
he didn’t look it because he didn’t look like an attentionisto.
nah,
he was lean but this mofo could pick up the heaviest shit with no issues.
i think she used him to fix and lift heavy things around her house.
when i see construction workers or males who do hard labor,
i always admired how strong they are.
they spend the majority of their days getting a workout without a gym.
many don’t usually look like they work out 20 times a week either.
it made me wonder about muscles vs strength,
pretty muscles vs “lifting slabs of concrete” muscles…
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what i’ve realized while playing breath of the wild these days…
i’m legit obsessed with this game atm.
breath of the wild on the nintendo switch best represents life.
i bought this game in 2021 during the lockdown.
during that time,
i wasn’t in the right headspace for it.
i picked it up twice and each time,
i felt overwhelmed.
like my own life around that time,
i felt intimated by this big forest in front of me.
in zelda,
once you move past a particular section,
the world opens up for you to explore.
each time…
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