Ive been a reader of your blog for about a year now and im addicted. Even though i dont comment much i visit this site on an everyday basis, its like a drug and i need my fixins! I just need anyone’s advice on this problem and i feel like you can help me. I’m a 20 year old bisexual black man who never had any type of experience with other men so I decided to buy one, with no strings attached, or so I thought. He told me he was a 26 year old top that was staying with his brother and his family, so we had to meet in a van during our first encounter. He was tall dark and had a rough look to him like he’s done some prison time( which he has, 5 years). He seemed more nervous than I was, which strikes me odd since it was supposed to be something he was used to. All I did was give him head, nothing else.
I’ve never bottomed and probably won’t in the near future. Afterwards he told me to set up future appointments with him and that hopefully I’d be one of his regulars. Fast forward a week later and he texts me about a deal he would give me if we could meet up again. I agreed to it but this visit threw me COMPLETELY off. During the entire time he told me his entire life story. His past, present AND future! I damn near forgot why I was with him because he was talking so much. Again, I gave him head and was on my way.after that visit he began texting me on a regular basis, while I’m at work and at home. His prices for me even dropped to the point where i feel like hes just taking the money so he wont feel like he wants me for the sex, just for the money. On my most recent visit with him he told me I’m his youngest and best looking client. That same night he introduced me to his baby daughter and sung to me… This is when I begun thinking this meant more to him than I thought.
He’s begun asking me if he can pick me up from work, which I’m not that comfortable with. He even pulled a “test” on me, pretended to get locked up to get me to send bail money to his brother. I didnt fall for it, mainly because I’m not dumb as hell nor desperate. I was asking him questions about everything so he cut it off by saying he scraped up enough cash to get out. After that he told me that was a test and that I passed for trying to help him out. I was ready to catch him and beat his ass after that one because I felt betrayed but I’m not a kid anymore so I let it go… I dint lose anything from it. I recently found out he’s married with kids and he has a different name thank god for Facebook! I kid you not, he just texted and told me my next visits are freebies and that he wants me to bottom for him eventually. I’ve been through so much in my life at this point, from bad to worse.
What the hell should I do about this situation?