are we addicted to being mean?…
now i won’t lie,
i was waiting to see claudia jordan check nene on #rhoa.
i think we all did who watch reality tv or hiding behind a computer.
we forget that this is just entertainment and bring this behavior into real life.
when i said “we”,
i mean gays.
hell maybe the straights too.
it’s like we have this nasty habit of enjoying being mean.
enjoying when someone gets embarrassed.
cheering it on.
now don’t get me wrong,
some people deserve to be put in check.
sometimes you have to let a pineapple have it when they disrespect.
i won’t lie,
after i watched the show,
i wanted to go and put someone in check.
i got angry.
i felt myself getting hot.
i started to remember everyone who hurt me in the past.
well that would end.
anyone who fucked with me from now,
i was going to let them have it.
the bitch wins remember?
even if it meant letting liar liar have it at work tomorrow if she pissed me off.
watch out hoe!
i was coming for your neck!
…but then i thought about something.
if i started being mean,
that means the other person won.
that means their negative energy got the best of me.
truth be told,
liar liar’s meanness to everyone she has crossed is highlighted.
i don’t know if its this site,
or just letting go of irrelevant things,
but i don’t have the time to go off on stupid people anymore.
i don’t have to pick people apart looking for their flaws.
it takes up too much energy.
it can get you fired.
not realizing people are human as i am.
now i’m not a push over,
and i’m definitely not perfect,
but i ain’t an asshole.
people trust me because i’m not what they are use to.
that has been my greatest gift.
so many people i know around me have burned bridges.
being unprofessional and getting reputations because of their nasty attitudes.
so maybe mean isn’t a good look after all.
if we all tried being a little nicer,
learning how to ignore instead of having a hissy fit,
maybe we might get where we need to be.
because guess what?
you can’t go around “reading” everyone who pisses you off.
it may leave ya ass broke and alone.
think about it.