we lost another (this time, a gay black porn star)

Father God,
I come to you asking for your protection over myself and everyone in my life.
Those who stand by me and even those i struggle to get along with.
Clear our paths of any danger,
heal our bodies from any illness,
and remove anyone who isn’t good for us from our lives.
Let any evil intentions directed toward us be stopped in their tracks and returned to their sender tenfold.
Amen.

there is something going around where folks are dropping like flies.
i was absolutely shocked ( x when liam payne lost his life last week ).
don’t even get me started on ( x jay hefner ) and his tragic end.
it has been death after death amongst the rest of the the doom and gloom in the forests.
The Foxhole alerted me we lost a gay black porn star recently…

Mr. Saukei is no longer with us.

x SEE IT HERE

i haven’t seen him in years.
like many others,
we assume they leave and move on to another profession.
like strippers,
many were doing it to pay for school or a way out of their circumstances.
not every disappearance is because they made millions of dollars tho.
it can be addictions,
prison,
or severe mental illnesses.

It’s sad that in the forest of all things sex work,
once you’re no longer “poppin” or actively working,
you are yesterday’s news until we are updated about your life,
whether it’s good or bad.

there is no word about his death but i pray it wasn’t tragic or he went out sad.
literally,
took himself out because his sadness was too much to bare.

whatever the reason,
his life is over but his memory will live on in his work.
may searcy lee allen aka mr. saukei rest in peace.

3 thoughts on “we lost another (this time, a gay black porn star)

  1. Wow. Hate to hear this. He was the one for me back in the day. Like you stated have not seen or heard about him in years.

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