so i have been pondering this comment left by david.
he wrote it today under the ( x michael sam ) entry.
it kind of made me feel a certain way i won’t lie.
here is what he said…
“Maybe cause the white boys tend to be the wife in the relationship; I go down with white guys, cause they are less scared to come up on u and tell u whats up, and they are ready to get it popping, plus white guys will worship u if u are a big build black men, that’s why, a black dud its to much drama , even tho I like me some fine ass man”
i was totally blown away.
on my site i practically worship the “big build black wolves”.
you know i love me some muscles.
i’m also submissive when i’m with a wolf.
i can also be dominant as hell,.
but i let wolfie do him,
in the black gay community,
everyone is always screaming “i’m verse” and all this jibba jabba,
but why do i feel like a snow fox who is a complete submissive bottom gets the wolf?
the wolf will play the role of “dominant” with no questions asked.
yet with me,
i gotta get some bullshit ass lecture.
i gotta go through hoops.
so i’m good enough to fuck stupid on some late night creep,
but i’m not good enough to be choose for the long term?
bad enough those snow foxes be flat as a fuckin’ board,
and me with curves even tho i’m slim,
he still gets the attention.
yet in black world,
you gotta be thick with some over sized ass to get drafted.
they be extra feminine,
but god forbid one of us is.
is this how it is?
this is what makes me think “our people” are dumb asses.
i find it funny i gotta be this and that,
but this same wolf not even on his shit.
i’m here busting my ass every day,
making a way,
and its still not good enough as a fellow black MAN?
and if you on your shit,
you making moves as i am,
you not trying to even take me seriously because the snow fox is better than i.
so then lets say i meet a snow wolf who is everything i’m looking for.
he stumbles in my life on accident.
will i be judged because my own wants to “look me over”?
“oh jamari is selling out NOW.”
NO BITCH YOU DIDN’T KNOW A GOOD THING.
HE CAME ALONG AND RECOGNIZED GREATNESS.
YOU DECIDED TO PASS ME OVER AND RUN WITH SOME RATCHET THOT.
ONE WHO GONNA PUT CHO ASS OUT THERE IN THE NEAR FUTURE.
FUCK OUTTA HERE WITH THE BULLSHIT!
i had a moment.
anyway i’ve seen these snow foxes out here in these streets and at work.
i’m ten times better than them.
he swallows and lets you put it on his face?
i do too.
ride it from the back cowboy style?
i do too.
he cooks and cleans?
i do too.
he listens to your problems and find a solution?
i do too.
he is doing things to make a future for himself?
i do too.
is it because i know my worth and want a wolf on my level or higher?
well what a bitch am i!
like i’ve said before,
black gay men are now the new “straight black woman”.
it is the same struggle now.
before they use to hate our asses since their confused wolves would show out.
now we can relate even though some of them still hate our asses.
its okay lady with your out of wedlock bastard to keep him.
i don’t have that “child” issue.
we are also desensitized to “black” that when some other race does it,
its suddenly “amazing” and “never been done before”.
sad but true.
its the “miley cyrus/kim kardashian” syndrome.
you would think sistas haven’t been twerking fat asses since the 90s.
we put our own through so much to be taken serious,
breaking each other down to the white meat,
but some snow fox comes along and these niggas are sprung off their asses.
maybe blacks are tired of their own treating them like shit?
they run to something “easier”.
that is until they realize the snow can’t relate with the struggle like your own can.
talk about some “black issue” with them.
i’m completely annoyed at this entire situation.
i’m glad it’s happening tho because i won’t be silent about it.