The Good and Bad Of What The Universe Has To Offer

deeper-brown-raised-handso the universe has been working on and off recently.
from getting a raise to work wolf getting shitted on.
other little things have happened as well.
my favorite is when i think about someone i haven’t seen in a while.
suddenly they pop up.
thats always fun.
well this morning i woke up real tired.
i didn’t really sleep at all last night.
i go and hop in the shower….

…and the fuckin’ shower head ain’t working.
like………
annie get my gun.tumblr_mb75y7qpum1qmfh3wwater is only coming out the bottom faucet.
i try to fix it and no good.
it seems like the knob that transfers the water from the bottom to the shower broke.
my guess is it was mi who broke it.
it was fine yesterday.
the crazy part is when i was taking a bath couple days before,
i could not stop staring at the faucet.
like i randomly remembered something that happened before.
maybe it was a foreshadow?

what pissed me off is she knew it was broke.
she was on the phone yesterday,
running her mouth,
and left out of here without saying shit to me.
now i gotta come outta pocket to fix it.
not only that,
she has my living room a complete and utter mess.
i’m real particular,
and she knows this,
yet she does what she wants.
so i decided to go mute on her.
i just don’t feel like speaking to her right now.
i need a break.
the sight of her face is starting to annoy me.
before we get into it again,
i’m just going to do a strategic retreat.

tonight i decided to go out with pretty vixen after work.
even tho i was tired,
i wanted to meet up with her for dinner.
we went to a restaurant and ate good.
as we were walking to the station,
i noticed something blowing towards us.
foxhole…
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why was two twenties?

tumblr_mb76ag4kwD1qmfh3wi split it with her,
i thanked god and the universe,
and we both went our separate ways.
so there was a good and bad to this day.
i will admit coming home to my shower not working blew mines.

i don’t know whats happening in my life,
but something has “opened” up.
i do pray more and write in full detail what i’m thankful for in my gratitude journal.
i want to see how far i can go with this.

9 thoughts on “The Good and Bad Of What The Universe Has To Offer

  1. The universe is definitely working in your favor!
    Even though Mi may be getting in your nerves…focus your energy on the good Jamari! Great things are happening and this is only the beginning…. πŸ™ŒπŸΎπŸ’ΈπŸ˜€

  2. Don’t be silent and hold it in. Tell mi what you won’t tolerate and then put her out. You can’t save everyone..especially those who are drowning and only want you to drown with them

  3. You take the good, you take the bad,
    You take them both and there you have
    The facts of life, the facts of life.

    Sorry I couldn’t resist πŸ˜“ but that’s what this post reminds me of just life, that are good times and bad times and we just have to figure out a way to deal with it. I really do think it’s time to have another talk with Mi, she’s as usual overstepping get bounds, it just seems like she has no regard or regret for her actions until shit blows over and she left out on the streets. Something’s got to give.

    P.S. Isn’t finding money out of nowhere just one of the best feelings!

  4. The universe is always working with us, whether negatively or positively. I think you are becoming more aware of it. The goal is to try to operate from the highest, most positive vibration. I imagine that you were in a good mood leaving dinner and chatting with your friend. That’s the energy you have to project to manifest greatness. People can sense that and the universe rewards that. Stay positive Jamari!

  5. Years ago in New York I found a $20 bill on the ground. I went to Denny’s and had a cheap steak dinner with it and counted my blessings! Yes, things will turn around for you Jamari. The more you get foolish folks out the way (work wolf) the better you will be because dealing with folks like that can dissipate your energy and keep you from being focused on positives. I know you are pissed about the shower head and your cousin, if she was a mature woman of character, would have admitted she did it and offered to pay! If it’s just the shower head that easy to fix and they are relatively inexpensive. Let’s hope that’s what the problem is but if it’s not just realize in life it will always be something — the subway breaking down, your car engine light coming on, the unexpected dental bill. But believe God is always there to support you and get you through. Just call on him and be sure to thank him at all times, especially when things are going well.

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