i saw him again today.
“the ultimate wolf” as i’m calling him in my head.
this is just based on the physical.
he could actually be an asshole.
either way…
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ever so often,
i am shocked to find out that someone is gay or bisexual.
it moreso happens with males.
vixens,
if feminine,
are usually shockers for me.
well today,
i was shocked and my ratchet side started plotting…
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jamari fox is a perfectionist.
i am.
i want to make sure i know what i’m doing and i’m good at it.
the thing i hate is being lost or confused about work.
that makes me feel stupid.
i’m gonna be honest…

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i left early today.
1pm-ish.
i definitely wasn’t feeling good…

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have you ever looked at your life,
and pinpointed the exact moment things hit the wall?
it could have been that life changing accident,
or when you had to climb from the bottom up,
but it was the moment you realized:

“wow.
this is my life and it sucks.
time to change the outcome.”

that is when we want to change.
the urge to fight for something better.
when you look back at your story,
that is where the “shift” started.
well i think i did that today…
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i have been focused on trying to remain positive.
lately,
i’ll been feeling stress free and focused.
i have moments,
as nothing will be ever completely perfect,
but i try to get out of mental storm clouds as fast as possible.
so today i had to assist with some clients working with my company.
i met two out of the three a few months ago.
the third happened to be an older black wolf.
he had the clearest skin that i couldn’t stop looking at.
as i am working with him,
he comes out the blue and says…
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