i’m not my voice

i’ve said it before but i hated my voice growing up.
along with hating my voice,
i hated my whole being as well.
i was always being picked on for something,
either at home or at school.
i highlighted and enhanced everything i thought was wrong with me.
i wasn’t like the other boys

Played sports
Playing “20 minutes of heaven inside her coochie”
Fathers being proud of them

i had a high voice,
had feminine mannerisms,
many would consider “soft”,
and my father was slowly evolving into the bitter betty pokemon.
i did love track and field and could run like black beauty.
in an “a-ha” moment today,
i realized something about all the things i “hated” about myself.
all of those things i thought were “wrong” with me…

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jamari fox is soft

i will never forget being a cub and going out with my father one day.
i had to be about 8 or 9.
i was very shy growing up.
i literally only spoke when spoken too.
my father brought me to show me off to one of his friends.
it was some older males and one older vixen.
i remember i was sitting in the front seat of his car.
i was literally just sitting there.
this older male looks at me and says:

your son is soft.
he real soft.”

i will never forget

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the foxhole’s favorite cheek-ologist sent me something to share with the foxhole.
i love him for all that he does.

here is the cheeky goodness he wants you all to enjoy…

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there is a new magazine about to hit the foxhole news stands.
only for my wolves and hybrids tho.
issue with my foxes, i’m sure.
but it’s a real page turner
although i feel like the wolves and hybrids won’t get past the magazine cover…

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