it’s hard to describe what depression feels like.
what being in a dark place feels like for myself and many of us.
i’ve tried to put it into words and i just come up with “extreme sadness“.
for those on the outside,
their advice is:

“You’ll be fine after you take a walk or put a penis in your mouth.”

…because walking and sex are the cure for everything.
there are many power walkers and human sex toys that are still depressed.
depression is similar to having a monster in your brain.
it takes control of every negative emotion within your body.
the monster’s sole purpose is to turn your entire world upside down.
it knows we are too weak to fight it so…

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like i fonted in the past entry below:

I AM HOOKED ON NETFIX’S “OZARK”

i just started the 3rd season last night and my head is already spinning.
i’m always late with shows.
either i never hear about them,
the hype turns me off,
or i wasn’t interested before.
ozark is one show that i barely heard anyone talking about.
even though netflix is getting disrespectful with their prices,
( x see here )
they tend to have good content with their shows.
another show on netflix that i love is stranger things.
i got into that in the very beginning.
i think?
i forget all about it until they dropped this massive 4th season trailer…

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this was my exact fact after the “insecure” season finale last night.
i think i babbled “wtf was that?” as well.
no seriously…

WTF was that?

when i look back at season 1 of that show,
you can tell the writing was a vastly different up until now.
i have a few thoughts…

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i’m “issa/season 3 of insecure” at this moment of my life.
at first i didn’t get where that season was going,
but these days,
i relate with it more than ever.
that last episode of the season,
she UN-packed and set up shit to start over.
oh hi,
me too!
we been waiting for this new season of “insecure“.
we been waiting for that like we waiting for rihanna to drop this damn album.
like crackheads.
we like crackheads ya’ll..
anyway,
the teaser dropped and well…

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if a vix-bi didn’t alert me “hahn” started,
i definitely wouldn’t have known.
a side of me stopped caring about that show.
6 seasons that feels like they have spanned 1 week of blah.
the season finales usually pop off.
so here are my thoughts of what i watched…
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this show…
when i say this season 4 of “house of cards” gave me my entire life?
i can’t even…
i need a minute to process what i just watched.
i’m “woke”.

lowkey: you don’t fuck with the underwoods.