All is Well In The Work Wolf Forest (For Him, Anyway)

tumblr_mj1y1iueL71s7ndtvo1_500things between work wolf and i are calm.
well,
right now.
no more fighting or “not speaking”.
i’ve brought my “fuck shit” all the way down.
if he does something i don’t agree with,
i just let it go.
he comes over my crib a lot more.
he also more open than before.
i’m enjoying his company.
i don’t know why i feel so insecure about him tho.
even as my role of “friend”,
or “its complicated”,
i still feel uneasy within myself.
it’s funny…
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You Look Like A Bitch (That’s Why He Didn’t Holla)

tumblr_mak2gbblmV1qhthpmo1_400so i got my explanation today.
i have been wondering what is wrong with me?
why don’t wolves ever try and get with me?
lately i have been getting hit on tho.
just the other night,
this old wolf tried to get my foxtail.
he disguised it as:

“do you make web pages?”

like…
who does that hard labor anymore?
this ain’t myspace!
well one of my home-vixens explained it to me tonight.
i get it.
i guess…
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I Would Probably Just Lay There

tumblr_nq2kncOT091tzm5euo1_500i have been so tired as of late.
like jamari fox is running on empty.
even writing this,
i feel like i could do with a 6 hour nap.
i still look good tho.
no bags or fine lines.
i just take pride in making sure i rest.
i actually just woke up from one before i grabbed my laptop.
last week was crazy busy because a lot has happened.
where do i even begin?…
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Its Deep Inside You (Pull It Out)

tumblr_n6vebmXStl1s0t8mao1_500yesterday was weird.
it seems everyone was dealing with something.
well on my end way.
i don’t know if the planets were aligned on opposites side of space,
but everything was all fucked up.
so i did myself a favor
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All Bottoms Need To Die

IMG_0631see ^thats the shit i like,
the shit that makes me cum hard,

but i am made to feel bad because i like it.
so let me get this straight,
because i’ve been thinking about this since that ( x last entry )…
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He Has HIV (and You Might Get It Too)

tumblr_nub3wyyB7d1tavs5io1_500hiv scares the livin’ fuck outta me.
i think thats what has stopped me from thottin’ and boppin’.
compared to others,
i was not that bad anyway
i’ll be 100 with the foxhole.
when i had that hiv scare a couple years ago,
it crippled me.
i lost so much weight and had nightmares by just worrying.
it was a problem.
after being tested twice,
both coming back negative,
i realized that the “random hook up” life is not for me.
after this charlie sheen revelation on “the today show”,
i had to wonder about the animals and hiv

Do you really care if you catch it?…

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