you walk into the lunch room.
every seat is taken.
sadly, you walk around aimlessly looking for a someplace to sit.
the look on your face has a slight nervousness because you know where you may end up.
the janitors table.
only where the losers and outcasts sit.
eureka!
you see an empty spot.
as you walk towards it,
you see “that person” is sitting at the other end.
“that person” don’t like you. at. allllll.
no reason.
as you approach, they put their bag on the seat.
they turn their head back into their conversation.
as you walk away,
you can hear the faint laughs as your self-esteem gets eggs thrown at it.

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why is it that the people you may just actually be cool with treat you like dirt?
is it something you did to them you didn’t realize?
is it subtle jealousy, or even envy?
or, is it unbridled attraction that is getting in the way of their judgement?
let’s hope it is the latter.
i started to wonder…

Why do you think people hate you?

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fights.
fights.
and mo fights…

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so the following is how to suck a dick on the dance floor to get into Rick Ross VIP.
great hoodrat groupie fun!…

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sometimes you just want to do hoodrat stuff with your friends… right?
these following videos make me realize i love my parents for beating my ass when i got out of line.
they put the fear in me LOL…

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I’m unhappy.

There I said it.
I have been unhappy for a couple of months now.
I have been crazy UN-focused.
I have been wallowing in my own self pity and I absolutely hate it.
There, I admitted something else.
Not to depress anyone,
because this will actually turn into a very uplifting post….

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I don’t think I have much luck with “pure in the lifestyle” Wolves.
I don’t really fit in with them like others.
This is why clubs and chat sites never work out for me.
I usually for no reason of my own meet some Straight Wolf and he gets obsessed with me.
He will find a way to avoid me, yet still try to come close.
He will throw signs and, of course I never catch them because I don’t want to believe this Wolf is attracted to me.

I got the strangest text tonight…

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