i came to three thoughts while watching the web series,
“pretty dudes“.

1. Ellington’s bawdy is absolutely insane (played by xazier avila on the far left in the above picture).
2. More straight males should have a good gay friend.
3 The straights are not good at finding gays a love interest.

anytime that i’ve heard the sentence:

“OMG he is so nice Jamari!”

…i know i’m in for a big,
juicy,
waste of my time.
i’ve never had someone hook me up with a wolf who looks like ellington:

one could wish your straight friends knew your taste since you have a good idea of theirs.
most gays tend to have good taste anyway.
that was one of the storylines from a character named zario.
in the series,
zario broke up with his manz and…

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in order to be in the foxhole,
your investigative and meddling skills need to be top tier.
you gotta be able to put together clues,
patterns,
inconsistencies,
social media crumbs,
solve mysteries,
and still be home on time to cook dinner for your (future) manz.

everyone wanted to know who ^that wolf was that jackal,
jeffree star,
was trying to lowkey trying to flex with in that picture.

“I’m getting some black dick so I’m desirable.”

well if they wanted this to be dl then they’re stupid.
his tatts are the main clue in the picture.
today,
i was led to this…
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oh hi.
that’s me after my future manz blew my back out.
he was waiting to dig into my tight and juicy brown sugar wonder.
after i told him:

“Slow down baby.
The lovin’ ain’t going nowhere.”

…he proceed to push my head through the mattress and work my hole like a 9 to 5,
with overtime.
sometimes when a wolf been fiending for your good stuff,
he will destroy your hole in the process.
literally.
i’ve been having a lot of thoughts about sex in our male pums.
we have discussed making sure the platter is clean,
but what about the alleged risks that come with it.
i saw the following on “reddit” and i wanted to share it with the foxhole…

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what i thought was a storm ended up not being one?
there was a point last year that i didn’t want to write anymore.
there was times i’d take 2 or 3 days from updating the foxhole.
i was tired,
stressed out,
depressed,
filled with anxiety,
and falling victim to the mixed signals of other males.
i wanna font about redirection today.
we might go kicking and screaming out of our comfort zones,
but it’s often times a blessing you don’t see yet.
let’s go back to janurary of this year…

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so the mi drama knocked me on my whole ass.
i ended up getting a bad headache on friday night.
yesterday,
even tho the headache left,
but all i did was sleep and binge tv shows.

sidebar: i got into this show on netflix,
“dead to me“:

i’m a tiny bit obsessed.

i was supposed to put up streamers,
pull out the fog machine,
blow up the balloons,
and getting a cake for the foxhole…

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#checkin
during these times,
we need to be more together than ever.
thank God for social media at times,
but i gotta put that in moderation.
i think it would have made shit worse without it.
i’m doing a check in with the foxhole tho…

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