i wrote something yesterday because i was in a mood.
as you know,
the foxhole serves as my journal where i vent my thoughts.
i wrote an entry called “people will disappoint you each time so why try?“.
when i woke up today and read that entry over,
i realized just how negative it was.
my spirit felt inclined to change the perspective…
so i wrote an entry, about two gentleman, and it was like setting off a time bomb. who knew?
it wasn’t a spiteful entry.
i was very supportive of whatever was going on.
after emails from various henchmen,
and crazy long comments…
so i feel like i want to cry. i’m holding it inpretty good.
i sat here and wrote a pretty good entry.
a foxholer sent me the lead on the foxhole ig.
i mean i had my classical playing and everything.
it was a complete “zoned out” situation up in here. so as i’m about to save the article to post…
so last night, i decided to indulge in a bedtime story.
it would be told from my crushi wrote about yesterday, kiing law. “obie”,
as he was introduced to me.
when i met him,
i thought he was straight. i may be in severely “deep like” with you, but i’m respectful of potential boundaries. plus, i’m shy and i’m not with the “hittin on random males” shits. anyway, what i ended up reading was a powerful story of his coming out.
he wrote it on his own blog and i wanted to share a snippet for the foxhole… Continue reading “I Loved The “Point of Vue” From My Crush”
i wrote something yesterday, not out of a place of sadness, but looking out from where i am right now. it felt good to let it off my chest.
i was actually at a peaceful place when i wrote it. tiredaf,
but at peace.
that is the scary part because i was in a zone of no fucks.
i didn’t crywhen i really write something emotional.
i was good.
i just wanted to release. that i did… Continue reading “You Answered My Cries In The Dark Forest”