You what this reminds me of?
When your mind makes something bigger than what the reality is.
“He is probably without me and having a good life”…
and then he tells you he has been miserable and flexin’ heavy on the gram.

as a content driven society that lives for drama,
the recent #whereiskate scandal had us all in grips.
kate middleton vanished and we wanted to know where TF she went.
i won’t lie but the conspiracy theories were a fun ride.

I was expecting the one where Kate found out Will was cheating and went rogue.
She was a planning a divorce and she would team up with Meghan for a BRF take down that would be streamed on the OWN network.

alas,
like our minds making things bigger than they actually is,
kate middleton has been in a private battle.
she revealed that she has been fighting cancer today…

you know what everyone says when someone dies:

“Love on people while they’re still here.”

yeah,
yeah,
yeah…
everyone says that when some big celebrity passes.
you know how celebs help others question their molarity or to do the right thing.
this weekend,
we lost virgil abloh due to his secret battle with cancer.
he trailblazed during his young life as a menswear designer for louis vuitton and his own brand,
off white.
he worked with everyone from jay z to ye.
he had MANY friends and admirers in the industry who are mourning his passing.
he was 41.
what i took from this passing is,
yes,
we need to appreciate those while they are still here but…

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“How have you been?”

at this point,
we haven’t spoken for a month now.
some messages get answered; many don’t.
it was never like that with us.
she has been crazy busy with her new job so it’s understandable.

“I’m good.
I have cancer but I’m great…”

“Wait,
what”…

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so i’m a cancer sun,
my moon sign is in virgo,
and i’m an aquarius rising.
that leads for some fun stuff up inside me:

cancer moon – emotional
virgo sun – critical of self
aquarius rising – detached; i come off chill and together

with all of that definitely comes with struggle.
i don’t know if anyone has been feeling this way but…

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mercury retrograde check in with the foxhole.
ya’ll...

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cancers are not to be played with.
sure,
we can get in our emotional bag when we are hurt.
as soon as we get the shit together,
the claws have already been sharpened.
necks are about to sliced and backs will be stabbed.
aunt wendy,
who is a cancer,
has gone full petty on “that ex-husband of hers”.
this is what “daily mail” had to report…
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