i never use to have anxiety before.
crazy,
but i remember when it all started.
it was with this one demon boss that i had back in like 2009.
before,
i’d go to life with regular butterflies in my stomach.
after her crazy ass,
once my anxiety would reach it’s maximum…

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“if we don’t do something about this,
this can kill you.”

thats what my doctor said to me this morning.
i guess left and i are not too far off from bad news.
so the results of my doctor’s visit is as follows…
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anxiety.
the stirring of all your emotions like a tornado inside you.
you know what it feels like?…
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I have to come to understand what my biggest problem is.
It took me all these years to finally sum up my issue in one word….

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