24 hour blue

i felt “off” yesterday.
it was a monday and i wasn’t going to work.
it was a job i hated,
but for the last 11 months,
i created a structure for it.
being home,
and then everything that went down at the job,
really made me sit and dwell.
i was going to try and hide it as long as i could.
“pretend” everything was good…