20/20

in my fantasies, his name is “nicky” and his job title is “laying concrete”

you know i can spot a fine wolf a mile away.
if it isn’t the back of his head then it’s the way how he walks.
i’m like a “fine pineapple whisperer“.
i’m watching the inuaguration of biden/harris and ^that white wolf randomly popped up in the crowd.
our eyes locked and…

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around this time last year, we were excited about 2020 (welp…)

around this time last year,
i had all these big hopes and dreams for 2020.
i was expecting the male and the money.
in my head,
there were a lot more outings and good times with the community i was in.
around this time last year,
i was supposed to go to a big party that one of my home wolves was throwing in the city.

2020 was supposed to be “my year”

it was supposed to be all of our years tbh.
who woulda thunk…

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(merry) christmas in 2020 definitely hit different

christmas in 2020,
want is it?
in my world,
today felt like any other day.
for me,
it feels like one long-ass day on a loop since the pandemic.
unless you are in the spirit,
it was any other day.

in a non-rona world,
i would have gone to have dinner with the pretty vixen.
today tho…

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jacob sumana latest position is “sitting” at the moment

2020 was a tough year for many of us.
i think the was a year some of us learned,
lost,
or the masks we hid under got yoinked.
you never know what folks are going through.
you’d look at muscle wolf,
jacoob sumana,
and think he is living his best life:

well he revealed his 2020 has been…
well…

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fuck this 2020 holiday season (that’s the loneliness talking)

i was playing video games and a wave of sadness washed over me.
a dude i’ve been interested in has been on my mind,
along with many questions i have about him,
but that helped pulled me under the current of distress ive been feeling.
the holidays are usually really tough for me.
it tends to enhance just how alone i am in this world.
when i asked my sister to live with me,
i thought that would help make me feel that sense of family.
the pandemic during this holiday season really made me feel the loneliness really hard…

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ya’ll know i luhhh biceps so this people’s sexiest man alive is a no brainer for me

i root for everyone who is black.

I root for everyone who has biceps too.

ya’ll know how much i luhhhhhhh biceps.
when you match it with a nice chest,
and a handsome face,
my drawz will find a place on your bedroom floor.
the owner of ^those biceps up there is people’s “sexiest man alive” for 2020…