inside jamari fox

i used to think having a platform was just about sharing your voice,
building a little digital tribe,
and maybe posting a few thirst traps to ride some dick.
here’s what no one really tells or fonts you:
once you start getting noticed,
you also become something else.

A moving target.

people love the fairy tale parts of being a public figure.
the engagement,
the admiration,
and the “omg i love your content!” comments.
there’s a shadow side that doesn’t get posted on the highlight reel.
let’s font what i’ve learned about it…

because whew...

when i heard about her unaliving,
and why it was done,
all i could do was shake my head.
we live in a time where bullies are allowed to run wild for entertainment,
just to torment those who are minding their business.
mikayla raines,
the owner of “saveafox“:

ran a non-profit to save foxes took her own life yesterday.
the reasoning was due to mental health issues she spoke about…

*ALSO PLEASE EXCUSE THAT THUMBNAIL.
The videos are of Mikayla speaking about her torment.

but according to those familiar…

one of my biggest fears is to live through another 9/11 type of situation.
every time i see a plane flying in the sky,
i have this fear i’m going to see something terrifying.
the original broke us and changed the way we live forever.
i was watching a doc on OJ where it said back in 94 after the murders,
he legit got on a plane with no issues like what we deal with today.
if we had another 9/11 but in this century,
the sequel tho…

over the weekend,
i was hanging out with my wolf friend and he said:

“Damn,
that vixen you don’t fuck with anymore mother passed away.”

we are mutuals with this particular vixen.
his response to my response was the legit surprised pikachu face…

so remember ( x this entry ) about the yapper?t
the diddy freakoff-er who allegedly saw eddie murphy and johnny gill kissing.
well ^that was johnny response.
usually,
we see males ignoring the allegations but as we can see:

Johnny went TF OFF.

…and i’ll allow it.
is it wrong for him to defend himself?
nope.
some of us would do the same someone tried to call us out unprovoked.
its interesting because this weekend,
i saw discussions of an attentionisto with new gay rumors starting to bloom…

i wish someone would have pulled this girl to the side during this time.

Sometimes,
I wish God would yell “pure chaos” and make everyone vanish.
On some Wanda Maximoff shit so we could start this shit over.

We are clearly off the beaten path.

the other side of the rih’s social media is a dangerous place.
i loved seeing everyone paying bail for blue face’s main harem member,
chrisean rock:

WOULD HAVE A BABY AND IT WOULD CHANGE HER FOR THE BETTER.
SHE’LL CLEAN UP,
TAKE A BATH,
AND BE A GOOD MOTHER OUTSIDE OF HER EX.

i knew that was bullshit because she ain’t even sat in a therapist chair.
everyone was hyping her up as she did exactly what i knew would happen.
i don’t know why she was invited to some streaming shit recently,
but twitch had to ban her because…