being built (again)
laying on my couch in the dark,
i stare up at the ceiling as the street lights peek through the drapes.
it’s around 2 am and i can’t fall asleep.
my thoughts continuously keep me up at night.
the fears and worries have become my personal freddy kreuger.
the only sound coming from my apartment is the ticking of the clock.
it sounds like a bomb almost.
Tick.
Tick.
Tick.
mentally and emotionally,
thats how i’ve been feeling.
i have been waiting for the big explosion.
it feels like i’ve fallen off from myself and my life…
just another day, living in america, where brutal killings are on your small screens
imagine a world where we get to witness people heinously killing others.
we watch each other fuck violently so murder isn’t far off the table.
just imagine tho…
A killing hyena putting a camera on his helmet,
writing slurs against black folks on his weapon,
and shot innocent people as they shopped for groceries on a Saturday.
a supermarket that a majority of black people shopped.
that was yesterday with a white supremacist in buffalo, ny.
his name is payton gendron and he is 18 from conklin, ny.
this was his gun:
he allegedly had “n*gger” written on it as well.
do you know what the scary part is?…
ima do… vent about my family
yesterday,
as i was doing my vocals,
the urge to just vent came over me.
i have been having some issues weighing on me about my family.
so i took it to the vocal docket.
this week’s podcast…
watch what happens live after jesse williams broke the internet
everyone went crazy over jesse williams pipe leakage yesterday.
people that didn’t even know him are in springtime heat.
according to his reaction to all the fanfare over his meat per cnn:
“It’s a body, once you see it, you realize it’s whatever, it’s a boy!” Jesse said on the “Watch What Happens Live After Show.” “I just have to make it not that big of a deal.”
yeah well…
when the body is packing a meat cannon like he is,
it’s pretty hard to ignore.
even though everyone is cheering on whoever leaked his foot-long,
actor’s equity is blasting whoever snuck the camera in.
per deadline…
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how (not) to speak to your 13 year old gay kid
The following is reading MA
Trigger warning, Language
some people are baffled why folks remain in the closet.
some of our parents made us that way tbh.
with parents like the following demon…
Why would a child feel comfortable living their truth?
a foxholer sent me the following videos and so i’m grossed out.
it was a she-jackal of a mother finding out her 13-year-old is gay…
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watch how joe budden checks a fool asking about his alleged bisexuality
two of my biggest fears growing up:
People looking at me when I walked into a room
People asking, assuming, or talking about me being gay
both things usually synergized with each other.
people have this obsession with others’ sexuality.
some are bold af too!
they’ll literally ask you if you’re gay in front of people.
like,
don’t even pull you to the side to ask.
some do use it as a way to embarrass someone.
I hate when loudmouth gays do it.
even though joe budden has his problematic moments,
i enjoyed how he handled a jackal trying to embarrass him.
mark hoffa wanted joey to clarify his alleged bisexuality.
this is how he ended up checking mark hoffa…
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