so how are ya’ll high hopes for chrisean rock going? still keeping positive about it?

i was just talking to someone the other day about dating comfortably.
we end up in really horrible situations because we get comfortable.
we know we need to leave but we have already invested so much.

We have to be pushed out like ol girl in that one Tyler Perry movie.

does ^this type of shit really happen tho?
anyhoo,
i loved how everyone had high hopes for chrisean rock.
i saw everyone on twitter rooting for her when they broke up.
it was interesting how spiritual twitter was rooting the hardest.

“The spiritual guides are telling you from the ancestral planes that you can do better Chrisean!
This is your chance to run!
Our ancestors are guiding you to the exit!
Run, child, run!”

i guess the cards didn’t show them her return back to the filth.

i knew she wasn’t going anywhere because she was comfortable.
i’ve seen this play out one too many times.
it’s ghetto love shit.
in the latest “blueface continues to show you“,
he let it be known he doesn’t want that kid they are about to have

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i had no business looking at these bey tour videos today

one of my biggest issues in life is feeling fomo.
it stems from my childhood.
being last to be picked in gym class,
not feeling noticed by my family,
and just never feeling like i belong or accepted anywhere.

FOMO or Fear of missing out feels like you are missing something that will make you feel like you belong or are complete.

…but do we really feel complete if we are still feeling empty inside?
i cannot afford bey this year.
she got cut for other priorities i got going on.
i’m in that weird “in between blessings” transition period.
i really wanted to go and when i saw all of these videos on twitter

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we were drafted into a war and didn’t even realize it

black males vs black vixens vs blac gays vs black trans
democrats vs republicans
the far left vs the far right
the incels vs everyone
lgbtq+ vs everyone+
straight white males vs common sense of those underneath
nicki stans vs cardi stans
some of you vs some of me
everything and everyone vs everything and everyone

 

it’s like everyone is fuckin’ angry or jaded all the time.
there has been a war happening within the united states.
the entire country is divided and those who aren’t,
well,
they are sitting back on social media watching this all play out.
many are egging it on and want to see the world burn.
i’ve been thinking about the current state of things and i’m wondering…

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the lone wolf of b5, dustin michael, makes an announcement of his truth

my sister was obsessed with b5 when she was younger.
it was cute watching her light up when they came on tv.
they were all brothers or something,
right?
dustin michael,
one of the members of the former group,
had an announcement to share with us.
after the recent death of a trans vixen,
he decided to share his own truth to the forests with this ig video…

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was 1999 when america was the last “great” time?

randomly,
i decided to put on christina aguilera’s debut album last night.
i haven’t heard it in a while but i still knew every song word for word.

“Come on over,
come on over baby…” – track 5

“When you put your hands on me,
I feel sexy and my body loses control…” – track 9

“Caught up in emotions,
I’m out of control,
Isn’t it obvious…” – track 12

when her album came out,
i was a kid and my mother was still alive.
we were living in a bomb crib and rent was cheap for 3 bedrooms.
fast food tasted better,
the future seemed brighter,
and the only “social media” was sneaking into her aol account.
’99-2000 was probably the best time in my life but i had to wonder…

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tell these men to stop being sassy cause they are looking gay af

foxhole,
wake up,
a new word just became popular in the black community.
move over “narcissist” and make way for:

Sassy.

it’s not so much new but it’s being used to torment straight males

…or is it pointing out how feminine many straight black males have become in today’s society?

a vix-bi sent me an interesting discussion on a podcast yesterday.
it was males asking vixens about males being “sassy”.
this inspiring discussion was on “daily rapup crew“…

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