i’ve been extremely homophobic and i regret a lot of my behavior
i got an inter-forest dm from a foxholer a few days ago.
it was a thread on reddit they wanted me to discuss.
it was titled:
I’ve been extremely homophobic in the closet. I regret a lot of my behavior
…which i knew was gonna be juicy.
this is what was fonted:
This post is going to be weird, and if it’s inappropriate for this sub let me know:
I lurk here a little bit, and a post this week has been stuck in my head. It was something about an older, dl guy who bottoms for a guy but is extremely homophobic in his everyday life. This is very similar to my situation. I’m 21m, born and raised in a republican family. I have voted that way and expressed support in my everyday life, online, etc. I have also been extremely hateful about gay men, specifically more submissive ones. I have made countless jokes, memes, and rants against LGBTQ people. I would make fun of openly gay people in high school, don’t do this anymore but I still do a lot of bad talking about gay men in general and online.
All the while doing this, I’m a closeted gay man that has bottomed for dozens of guys. This is going to sound really stupid, but I guess I validated my adult homophobic behavior by my hookups not caring. A couple of my longtime f buddies I’ve opened up to this about and they thought it was hot being with a republican that acts the way I do irl. Except one who ghosted me after telling me off. In seeing how hurt this subreddit was by the other guy in the post, I have felt guilt for my actions. I’m making fun of people and being hateful for stuff I’m too embarrassed to admit to. I’ve been an incredibly shitty person, I’m really giving brief details but it’s not good at all what I have done.
I’m sorry if this post is upsetting. I feel like this was the best place to get this off my chest, and if you have any words for me, no matter how harsh, I’m all ears. I have done wrong to this community when I should be trying to fight the battle with you all. I don’t know if I can absolve what I’ve done but I’d like to try.
and these are my quick thoughts…
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the gays want to hire demarkco fleming to upholster their walls
that would have been my face talking to demarkco fleming.
he had that poor twinkie fox stun locked after his introduction.
so twinkie fox had an interview with the newest gay sex icon,
demarkco fleming.
the interview got wild crazy hence twinkie fox’s face…
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they didn’t realize what they had until they became part of your past
they always say what happened in the past should stay there.
i believe something different.
now,
unless you came from abuse and trauma,
you want to deadlock that door and move away completely.
What about situations where you fell out with someone and they come back?
i have a lot of people who realize how great i was once we fall out.
many people,
if they can find me,
end up hitting me up to rekindle what we had.
i just had someone who came back like 3 weeks ago.
i still haven’t called them to catch up.
i’m pretty knowledgeable on this subject so these are my thoughts…
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and just like that, an iconic character makes one last spin around the block
aside from kim cattrall’s ( x beef with ) sarah jessica parker,
and feeling like sex and the city ( x ran its course ),
this is another alleged reason that kim was done with samantha jones.
via ( x body and soul ):
“…the plot that involved Miranda’s son, Brady, Samantha and a bunch of nudes. According to the reports, the SATC 3 script included a plot line that centred on Brady’s exploration of masturbation and sexting as a 15-year-old, whereby he ended up sending nudes to Samantha.
Understandably, Cattrall apparently found the storyline to be disrespectful to Samantha as a character and it was why she refused to sign on to the film.”
so they were trying to make samantha a pedo?
i would’ve told them to go fuck themselves for trying to ruin my character.
they really hated how popular and iconic samantha was.
it bees like that,
huh?
after all the “big nopes!” that kim said about returning to the spinoff,
“and just like that“,
it seems she has changed her mind because…
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i ended up clappin’ cheeks because others told me how hard it would be
this is gonna be a silly entry but maybe a life-changing one,
depending on who picks up what i’m putting down.
so as you know,
or didn’t,
but i’ve been playing breath of the wild on the switch.
it has been keeping my mentalz pretty chill.
i haven’t played it for a few days but i finally got to the boss before the boss.
Van Naboris,
the dreaded camel in the desert level.
everyone,
from foxholers to reviews online,
talked about how difficult the level and boss were.
going into it,
i dreaded it and started doubting myself.
i had the skills and learned how to whoop ass up until that point.
apparently,
this is where all i learned was gonna be tested.
foxhole…
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some of ya’ll are bringing straights into our spaces and it’s making others uncomfortable?
as a young fox,
when i first started to dip my paws in this life,
i didn’t have many gay friends.
the ones i did encounter moved funny so i cut them off.
i had many friends that are vixens who cheerleaded for my exploration.
i didn’t feel comfortable doing it alone so i asked them to tag along.
I did a lot of my exploring in this life with Vixens.
One was straight and the others were lesbians of all kinds.
with the lesbians,
i learned they attracted foxes or straight wolves who want to fuck them.
the types of wolves that i wanted weren’t in their circles.
the straight one,
who wanted to be a gay male herself,
was cockblocking unintentionally (or maybe it was intentional?).
about her scaring off my first foxy love:
a foxholer sent me the following about straight vixens in the gay club…
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