i always knew some people did it,
but i never saw it happen up close.
i’ve had friends who sat next to celebrities doing it as well.
no shame in the world.
some even offered.
sometimes people need to do it to start the night.
others do it to start the day.
ive personally never tried it.
but “never say never”.
i always wonder how hard it was to keep the habit an stay in line?
i mean focus on not getting it out on control for something harder…
so yesterday was a busy day for me.
i had to attend a boring meeting with some out of state clients.
before we went into the meetings,
one of the clients came up to my desk and asked where the bathroom was.
when he got back,
he was acting all jittery.
like a blast of fresh life.
he was asking me a ton of questions as i was trying to finish up a document.
when i looked up,
to give him the “why are you talking to me?” face,
one of his nostrils was covered in white.
you know the kind of white i’m talking about:i mean how could he not have noticed when he was coming out the bathroom?
did he even look?
in my best non disrespect attitude,
i told he had something in his nose.
i really wanted to say:
DIDN’T WIPE YOUR COKE NOSE THERE!
GET IT TOGETHER!”
…but that would have been kinda rude.
wiped his nose,
and did a thumbs up before walking away.
he avoided my eyes all day after that.
i’m always shocked when i found out someone is a functioning coke head.
hell drugs in general.
my weed habit couple years ago was tame compared to others.
people are on all kinds of shit these days just to get them through.
its not even just white substances.
a functioning habit could be formed with anything.
social media whorin’
look for lovin’
some people are even highly addicted to sexin’.
waiting all day to do some perverted shit at night.
that hardcore shit.
it starts off fuckin’ a few strangers.
next thing you know,
you on “gang bang avenue” or “glory hole blvd”.
hell we watched “shame” that one time.
do i blame anyone who gets addicted to something?
sometimes it just happens and you don’t realize it.
as long as you are in control of your addictions don’t start to control you life.
well not yet anyway.
as carrie bradshaw said,
which mirrors my current addcition: