when i’m going through something heavy,
like i have been for the last weeks and plenty of change,
i’m usually scrolling to find a message.
a message in my time of need when i’m feeling despair.
it could be a church sermon or some random pineapple on IG.
yesterday,
as i was sitting in a bath,
God spoke to me with the message i “be” looking for.
someone else needed to hear this…

You’re still showing up.
You’re still showing up.
You’re battling the enemy but you’re still showing up.
You’re still showing up.
The devil wants to drag you to hell but you’re still showing up.
People you thought fucked with you aren’t there but you’re still showing up.
You hate your job and the people who work there but you’re still showing up.

You’re STILL showing up.

Give yourself grace because you’re still showing up.

i know you are going through some heavy burdens right now.
it feels like you are the only one.
it’s been a tough season and you feel like you are going to break.
you can’t even afford to say or font the word “money” right now.
i get it.
I’m here to tell/font you…

You gotta keep showing up.

You are come to far to fall now.
You have battled some of the biggest demons to lose it all now.
You have come to far to let the enemy say:

On some petty shit,
you have come to far to let the bitches who did you wrong feel like they won.

if you wanna be sad,
sit in your feelings,
and watch bug bunny cartoons from 9am to 9pm,
then you can do so.
nothing is stopping you from whatever your healing process is.

Keep showing up.

everyone is carrying a burden.
some of these rich ass muthafuckas got the money and MISERABLE.
they keep showing up and so should you.

You still got a lot of fight left in you.
You need to buy some new gloves and perfect that swing.
You might need to learn when to float like a butterfly and swing like a bee.

Keep showing up.