i love seeing people’s beginnings before they make it.
it truly inspires me as someone trying to make it as well.
some of these folks were on the brink of giving up or unliving.
many didn’t have support from the masses and felt alone.
all of them looked regula degula until they got the hollywood glo’ up.
a foxholer sent me jonathan majors “before” and i was like…

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i’m actually kinda glad cleiton lobo got exposed yesterday.
not because i am trying to create chaos,
but it serves as another learning lesson…

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i’m late af but i came very early.
you can see what i did there.
^that is my fav shot from michael b. jordan’s calvin klein ad.
the look on his face >
the pose >
it all says “make sure you sit on an ice pack tomorrow”.
you know i wanted to see the video of all that in motion.
creed 3 was ( x a massive success ) over the weekend.
the “see him in soft porn” ad for michael b. jordan was one too…

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one day soon,
people will tell everyone about how they know me.
they’ll shout to the mountaintops:

“I KNEW JAMARI WAY BACK WHEN!
HE WAS SO GREAT!
HE WAS SO KIND TO ME!”

… even those who hurt me will tell a different story.
they might tell the same story including the ones i may have hurt too.

Making all those within The Foxhole proud would mean so much to me tho.

you guys have honestly seen a more real side to me than folks i know irl.
so for you all to witness my success would be awesome.
jonathan majors is hitting his stride and for good reason.
tam’ron hall brought him back to a time when he was a star in the making.
someone from his past joined in that knew he was destined to make it…

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some black vixens are as homophobic as black straight males.
God forbid they are lonely,
living fiercely through The Bible,
looking to breed…

And you are gay but don’t look like the “stereotype” that they are used to.

it’s over for you.
a foxholer filled me in on the hate keyon aka @calikingkeyon faced.
he posted this…

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there are a lot of us who don’t want to be gay or even bi.
i mean,
it’s not an easy life to live.
some of us never really fit in and it’s worse…

When you are black and gay,
looking for something that probably doesn’t exist.

i can make a bet that:

If we decided tomorrow to turn straight,
we would get girlfriends by noon tomorrow.

i know i would.
there are so many vixens that would take my hand in marriage tomorrow.
tiktoker,
christian michael,
turned his life over to God and got delivert.
he is an ex-gay who is married to a vixen and had this message to share…

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