colton underwood only came out because he was being blackmailed for his sexuality?

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colton underwood shares some of the same sentiments we have faced as gay or bi males.
as you know he was the former abc’s “the bachelor” who ( x came out as gay recently ).
he realized he was gay at a young age but came from a strict christian background.
he played football to try to blend in with the straights,
but you can only run from yourself for so long.

Think about all the folks who ran from themselves until their death beds?

according to colton,
he came out because he was being blackmailed

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ellen is up outta here (welp)


you would think someone who was treated badly before they came up would be different.
i never in a million years would have seen this end for ellen.
there was a point that i wanted to meet ellen before she retired.

Dream deferred.

even though i loved her brand of sarcastic dry humor,
the stories about her alleged nasty attitude were legendary.
people who worked for her would spare no details on how they were treated bts.
( x her old dj is one of them )
folks try to send warning shots but the masses don’t listen until it’s too late.
this is years before the allegations started to burn.
ellen’s run in the talk show world has come to an end

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guess which abc “the bachelor” realized he’d rather give roses to males?

there comes a point in a male’s life where he realizes he can’t do “straight” anymore.
he can’t keep hating the side he tries to repress any longer.
as much as he dates vixen,
you truly can’t give them what they want.
there is this honeymoon phase when you date vixens as a suppressed gay male,
but like anything else,
that goes away after a few weeks or months.
not only that,
when you’re suppressing gay,
you start hating vixens because they aren’t what you desire.
you can tell by the misery on their faces in pics and videos.
that or she is just really.
fuckin’.
annoying.
ex nfl baller wolf,
colton underwood
of abc’s “the bachelor“,
decided he couldn’t do “straight” any longer…

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its gonna smell like pure weed in the streets of NY this summer

from my past entries,
you know i’m not good with smoking weed.
last time i smoked,
i was higher than jupiter.
i was legit professor x out here,
putting together pieces of puzzles and the meaning of space and time.
i realized weed and i don’t mix well together.
i don’t think it ever has tbh.
i just did it because everyone else was doing it,
but it never had a real good high except maybe the first one after i lost Mum.
today,
they passed a law that had all my weed friend’s celebrating…

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let’s get holy and sanctified with lil nas x today! (i feel this urgency for a christian mingle meet up)

i love when someone shakes shit up.
it hits the bottom of my spirit where antics are created.
there are those who don’t want to cause waves; others bring tidal waves.
lil nas x strikes me as that type.
from the time he was a nicki minaj stan until now,
he has generated all kinds of attention.
good or bad,
he knows what he is doing.
he came out with a video for his song “montero (call me by your name)” and…

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boomers, gen x, and millennials might not be on that gay shit, but gen z is on that bisexual shit

some of the boomers ain’t with the gay shit.
some of the gen xer’s might tolerate it.
some of the millennials may accept it.
gen z seems to be all about it and proud?
in a recent study with “gallup“,
gen z are checking the “bisexuality” box

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