i cried over aaliyah.
i cried over micheal.
i cried over whitney.
i cried over eric “mcsteamy” dane.

ill be 110%:
i stopped watching “greys anatomy“ long before his character,
dr. mark “mcsteamy” sloan,
came into the picture.
i remember everyone was fiending over his character and i won’t hold you:

i only saw this infamous towel scene that set that season ablaze

…but i always thought he was fine.
he was ruggedly dark handsome to me,
which tend to be my weakness in wolves.
he was on “euphoria” as nate jacob’s equally villainous father.
“cal jacobs“,
but he was shortly diagnosed with ALS.

even though he was in a battle with that disease,
he filmed episodes of the new season of “euphoria” but unfortunately:

eric lost to his fight with ALS yesterday.

it took a year since he announced it for him to completely deteriorate.
i felt really sad about it when the news broke,
but this is what really destroyed me today.
it was a final video on “famous last words” on netflix.
he recorded to his family but he allowed us to see.
Foxhole…

there was an artist i liked and stanned for.
once i started getting my paws wet in the industry,
everyone (and i mean everyone) told me what a nasty attitude they had.
i didn’t want to believe it because their music really got me through some shit.
as the years went on,
they got exposed for treating everyone,
including staff and other people like shit when the camera was off.
where there is smoke; there is usually a 5 alarm blaze incoming.

sirjohn.
daddy and make up + skin care extraordinaire.
we will font more about him another time but lets get into his latest.
so he went on the “naked beauty planet” podcast and the topic of the barbie lady came up.
this is another person with an alleged story about the barbie lady…

i’ve come to the conclusion that we have all become miserable.
that president of ours isn’t helping matters either.
these folks got all the money in the entire world and living in pure misery.
they miserable cause they rich; we miserable cause we ain’t got it.
i had to wonder if being wealthy is all it’s cracked up to be.
so i went to a superbowl party last night,
and cue my own misery,
was bored out of my mind…

there is always that one male identified female cousin/aunt/ya mother,
who will defend or deflect that her brother,
uncle,
or whatever triflin’ male was SA’n various family members.
they will tell the abused:

“go sit on your uncle’s lap.”
“what did you do to deserve it?”
“you was probably being fast.”

…all while waving a bible and telling them they need to learn to forgive or ignore.
“something something… has their faults but they got good in there“.

i’m not fonting and alleging that this is church she-jackal,
kim burrell,
but it seems like like she has a “forgive the demons/pick-me” spirit.
that is very interesting coming from her tbh.
she sat up at that mariah trribute,
wanting us to forgiver her “brothers”,
diddy and r.kelly…

this is the “peace sign” many of her stans and supporters are giving her today tbh.

everyone has been looking back at 2016 lately.
why?
i don’t even know.
that was kind of a horrendous year tbh.
in 2016,
nicki minaj was crowned one of the 100 most influential people in the world by time.

this is a throwback to the red carpet for that event:

life has a funny way of shaking things up.
sometimes,
it even brings randoms together that you’d never suspect.
if you would have told “2016 nicki” that this would be “2026 nicki”…

he looks ultra dusty.
yuck.
ain’t no amount of horny in the forests…

ya’ll have sent me some disturbing shit in my Foxhole,
but this one took the whole cake for me.
i always wonder what goes on in people’s homes.
they may look great on the outside,
but sometimes,
we are surrounded by real monsters.

this includes males we meet off sites for sex to host in their homes.

we don’t know who they dun’ killed up in their homes,
or if they gonna kill us in their homes.
^that one dust bunny hyena up there to wanted to fuck so bad off grindr…