i’m trying not to fall victim to sadness this christmas.
i’ve been avoiding all things that would make me feel depressed.
i don’t feel low energy tbh.
i’ve been on chill mode.
there are things that def can be done if you don’t want to feel sad.

Movies
Binge a whole series
Video games
Books
Cleaning your crib
Going into the city and taking a walk since everyone is elsewhere

it’s just a day that will end in more than 24 hours.
for 2023,
i asked myself what i would really want for christmas this year…

How do we know when it’s God vs when it’s satan?
How do we know when it’s a test of faith or an attack?
How do we know we are blessed or we are approaching our fate?
How do we know if things will work out or are we doomed to fail?

i saw a story about a family who was in a car accident on wednesday.
the pregnant wife was killed; husband lost his leg.
they were driving to see family for christmas.
i can’t even begin to process my thoughts on ( x that tragedy ).
here goes this guy,
blessed with a wife and the joy of becoming a dad,
only to lose it all in the blink of an eye.

Is that a test from God or the devil saw an opening to attack?

even though that story is extreme,
it resonates with many of us…

i know ^this faith but i don’t know the other one.
i was not taught to have faith in life.
i don’t truly know how to “do it” and i get anxiety trying to do it.
anytime all hell breaks loose in my life,
i run to fear and worry.
that has always felt more comfortable than trusting God.
why?
it is what i was taught.
see,
i grew up as a jehovah’s witnesses child…

this is going to be a very superficial entry.
i don’t know is going on bts of these folks.
this is purely fantasy but kinda real too.
i ain’t even gonna hold you but…

Victoria Monet is a sher-o to many.

there is something i noticed with vixens.
in many occasions,
they’ll breed with a fine ass wolf to get stuck with.
now it often backfires but when they show me their toxic bds,
i beez like:

“Okay,
I get why this mistake even happened.”

i feel like victoria lucked up because not every fine wolf is good for ya.
her bd,
john gaines,
comes off different with her.
he comes off like a good father to their daughter.
not only that,
he just fine but he is FIZZ-IONES.
you gotta gargle the “fizz” in your mouth first.
he is handsome af,
has a bawdy of a sculpted greek statue,
and if you been in The Foxhole during the tumblr days…

You knows he is carrying some extra weight on him.

he seems whipped on her too.
he is super supportive of her being the bread winner.
a foxholer sent me this the other day and i had to say to myself…

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i just…
i mean we kinda kne…
okay.
when i was younger,
i thought duane martin was so cute.
i thought he was cute af in scream 2.
you know my thing for a big nose.
over the years,
there have been rumors about him and will smith.
it has sort of been an unspoken secret like:

“That is just your uncle and his roommate…”

…at like 52.
will’s former assistant is allegedly saying that he saw will and duane…

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i first discovered lala milan on snapchat.
that was when snap was a thing before ig started doing stories.
she use to do funny videos on there while working a regular job.
i admired her hustle and thought her personality would be great for tv.

Years later,
she ended up accomplishing her dreams and more.

lala has also been keeping her sexy ass wolf a secret too.
she posted that she is pregnant but when she debuted…

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