his tail use to be fat but now it’s in his stomach.

jest.
have you ever had someone make a joke about something,
you laugh because it was so outrageous,
but you found out it was true later on?
people can make jokes and be dead serious.
ray j made a joke recently and it left me wondering:

is he being dead serious?

we have seen ray j naked; we done seen his dack and cheeks.
like kim kardashian,
we have seen all of their cards so at this point:

nothing else is left to embarrass them.
you can’t embarrass anyone who doesn’t have pride.

that is the hidden power of being an attentionisto.
so when ray j claims diddy allegedly “left his ass leaking”…

Foxhole…

are ya’ll watching “heated rivalry” on “the artist formerly known as HBO MAX”?

wait,
you’re not?
i promise you are missing some good gay shit with a heavy emphasis on smut.
in a quick elevator pitch:

the show is about two hockey baller wolves,
on two rivalry teams,
that end up fuckin in a DL situationship.

orrrrrrrr you could watch the trailer:

it’s the number 2 show on there btw.
i think the the storyline is great,
and i love how it’s filmed,
but the sex scenes:

mmm.

sidebar: i see more straight vixens obsessing about this show and the gay sexin’.
the show’s reddit community has more vixens in there than gay males.
i found that quite interesting.

jordan firstman is on “i love LA”,
which is another show on “the artist formerly known as MAX but is HBO MAX again“.
he had some critiques about the gay sex scenes. on “heated rivalry”.
he said in an interview via “deadline“…

you know what phrase i’m bout tired of hearing?

“they are just trying to bring the black man down!”

…especially when it comes to some alleged scumbag.
if that was the case,
jay and robert smith wouldn’t be rich.
ryan coogler and tyler perry would be nothing,
while denzel and mjb wouldn’t be the best actors of our generation.
the list of successful black males is a long one if you choose to google it.
the same 50,
who happens to be the topic of this entry,
would not have successful shows on starz atm.
the real phrase needs to be:

“black jackals and hyenas who are doing/did fucked up shit to other people are being called to judgement.”

…or in kat williams speak in 2024,
“all lies will be exposed“.
with “sean combs: the reckoning” by 50 on netflix,
two black males in the industry are calling him out for it…

i’ll never forget something cousin hybrid said to me last year.

“jamari,
there are males out here who work out,
look good,
and what you are looking for; they own companies,
CEOS,
successful and are not on IG acting like prissy bitches in high school.”

it is making more sense to me we close out 2025.
outside of looks or “masculinity”,
there was something else i was looking for that i couldn’t explain.
i have encountered it once or twice and it made me feel hot.
all the vixens were fonting about a recent “actors on actors” discussion.
it was with jonathan bailey (fiyero from wicked) and david corenswet (superman) and i’ll be 110%…

i use to know someone who looked like young diddy.
2003 diddy.
“i need a girl” diddy.
trying to control everyone like diddy.
that was his “claim to fame“.
its interesting how even a knock off treated people badly too.
i know after all this shit,
he wants to rip his entire face off but knowing him:

he probably on the side of diddy too.

well,
like myself,
50 is a july cancer.
you know we are loyal and loving until we treated unfairly.
my “diddy lookalike” tried me and i was the only person to leave his ass.
even with the money and clout,
i wasn’t gonna deal with that shit.
while diddy is currently sitting in prison…

sidebar: can we talk about how they put him in a prison called “fort dix”.
like,
nasty work.

…50 is gonna load out a documentary about him on december 2nd.
Foxhole…

was megan thee stallion fake or something bts?
like,
the type to smile in your face and talk mad shit about you behind your back?
i don’t understand why so many people come for her.

it’s usually males who don’t seem to like her.
them and nicki stans,
but i digress.

it’s so weird.
i won’t front but at one point,
i found joe budden really attractive.
his voice box is and will always be his major selling point.
it’s not lost on me the many vixens who claimed he allegedly abused them,
along with how he did his “friends” during that podcast scandal.
( x take a trip to foxhole’s past )
so for him to say this about megan…