I’m not even going to hold you but I’ve been angry too.

as i have been going deep inside with shadow work,
it has me revisiting past moments in my life.
instead of feeling depressed about them,
i’ve been feeling rightfully annoyed.
it has also made me rightfully horny too.
having fantasies in a way that i never have…

yesterday,
i was looking at a picture i took of work wolf and…

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we are in one of the hardest times in our lives.
from our cities being overrun with crime,
the cost of living being unbearable,
and dating being an absolute shit show,
we are all holding on by a tiny thread.
we are one “something” away from losing our minds.
social media was supposed to be an escape but it’s been highlighting that…

so as you know,
or didn’t,
but i took a 100 day challenge of shadow work.
every day,
i’d answer 2 questions from various shadow work websites in my journal.
( x this one )
( x this one )
i’m at day 95 and proud of myself that i stuck with it.
what i’ve learned confronting my shadow…

i’m going to font something because of all this conversation on black with white partnering.
i hope it doesn’t come off nasty because that isn’t the intent but i felt triggered after the last entry.
i’m asking God to allow my fingers to word my thoughts correctly…

so i’ve been on a journey of healing and i can font,
i’m ready to get back out there and date again.
i took a step back so i could refocus.
i got hurt with the recent last wolf i was interested in and enough was enough.
as i’m getting ready to make my comeback,
i started to really think about what i’m looking for…

i always wonder what the end of the world is going to be like.
i grew up in a religious household and heard its the last days every other sentence.
so will it be fire stones from the heavens fall upon us?
will all the ones going to heaven be encased in a protective bubble?
will we battle zombies until we eventually turn into one?
or will the ground open up and swallow us whole?
that last one was how i felt yesterday in new yawk.
new yawk was hit with a 4.8 earthquake and i was out in these forests…