we all live in a bubble of what we think we act like to other people.
since we are inside our own bodies,
we only control from behind the wheel.
the way we:
…is all from the control panel in our heads.
when we look in the mirror,
we might see a version we accept,
but that isn’t the true image of who we are.
it isn’t until there is a camera on us that we really see who we are.
when you see yourself on your camera,
you’re fly shit,
but as soon as you’re on someone else’s view,
you see see you truly act/look outside of yourself.
it can be a real culture shock.
some are okay with who they are.
the rest of us…
as much as i think i’m secure with myself,
i get knocked tf back down by my heavy insecurities.
i’m always face to face with something i hate about myself.
it always makes me to wonder…
it’s funny how certain situations in our lives work.
you think it’s all bad,
but in reality,
it serves as a purpose to show you who you are.
who you really are.
it’s like a mirror.
one that only shows all the flaws underneath your armor.
we like to cover things up with material shit,
or many different distractions,
but being in a shit storm has a way of uncovering everything you kept hidden.
that could be the reason why most of us hide behind selfies and “likes”.
we don’t want to allow ourselves to get naked and get real.
“beyonce ain’t never been weak!
you know she the queen ‘n’ shit…”
this situation with work wolf has me picking myself apart.
i won’t even lie to you.
the day he put me on that silent treatment,
are the days i have spent asking myself so many questions.
“am i a good person?”
“maybe i shouldn’t have …”
“was he tired of me?”
“what did i do wrong?”
“did he use me?”
“who have i been replaced with?”
“was i even a factor in his life?”
it has stirred up so much ugly.
i’ve been having this one particular thought tho.
i just shared with karaoke via text…
Continue reading “The Flawless Fur of Ugly Animals”
i guess i’ve stopped giving a fuck at this job.
i have given many fucks over this last year and a half,
but now i’m over it.
my mouth has lost its filter.
i dropped it somewhere and i’m not in a hurry to find it.
so i found liar liar’s “screw”.
Continue reading “I’m a Good Fox, I Am”
i have a couple questions and there are not meant to be insulting.
have you ever looked in the mirror and thought you were “ugly”?
have you looked in the mirror and one flaw meant the end of the world?
and have you ever compared yourself to other people?
you don’t need to feel embarrassed.
i’m not going to judge you.
its just me and you.
trust a lot of us have felt that way once or twice in our lives.
many people no matter how:
how much money they have
getting good pussy/ass/pipe on the regular
…feel that way every single day.
well you may suffer from “body dysmorphic disorder” and not even realize it.
i’ll tell you what that is…
Continue reading “My Mirror Tells Me That I’m Ugly”
ya’ll done pissed omari hardwick off.
the comments about his wife being ugly was ( x a bad decision ) on your part.
well he allegedly went off on twitter about it earlier…
Continue reading “Omari Hardwick Will Harm You For Talking ABout His Wifey”
when i featured baller cornerback wolf of the pittsburgh steelers,
a while ago…
a couple foxholers said he was ugly.
maybe my eye sight is off,
but is this the face of an ugly wolf ?…
Continue reading “Curtis Brown Is Not Ugly”