i didn’t do much today.
sleep was not an option last night either.
i ended up watching 2 movies,
starting showtimes around 12am:

split
girl on the train

“split” was eh.
i highly recommend “girl on the train”.
it kept my mind briefly off mi and her situation.
well today wasn’t any better…

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“13 reasons why” on netflix touched with me tremendously.
 hannah,
the lead character who killed herself,
was a drama queen but it was a real ass story.
i found myself crying at times.
ironically,
it made me see just what suicide can do to those who care about you.
well the following story broke my heart tonight.
it’s about two cubs,
both were in a relationship,
and both ended up killing themselves.
absolutely sad story brought to you via industry on blast…
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this aaron hernandez suicide story…
well,
it went from “wow” to “um…” with this update.
so officials claim they found 3 hand written notes in his cell.
i swore i read,
and please correct me,
that found nothing the first time.
well he wrote one to his fiance,
his daughter,
and his gay in-house lover.
you read right.
this is what a vix-bi sent me from the ny daily news…
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i guess the thought of sitting in jail forever is enough motivation.
aaron hernandez killed himself.
i woke up to this news and was legit shocked af.
this is what cnn has to say…
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suicide.
it is such an interesting topic.
one i know all too well because i’ve been at that dead end.
you think you’re killing yourself will free up the world of “you”.
“you” are the problem.
no one cares about you,
or someone hurt you,
so it’s best you end it all.
they will see your lifeless body,
shed a few tears,
and throw you in the ground.
everyone will move on and that will be that.
no.
it’s a lot more than that.
i started to understand the trail it leaves behind recently…

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i notice when snow wolves lose all their money,
they tend to head to suicide.
that is pretty much what their life is based on.
it’s always something painful too.
well charles w. murphy,
a hedge fund snow wolf,
who lost a shit load of money due to bernie madoff’s ponzi scheme,
decided to kill himself on monday in new yawk.
this is the story via totpi…
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